singyee-♥

2007-11-09T00:32:00.002+08:00

i'll shall leave the blog as it is.
dont bother coming to visit anymore, i dont have the heart to update anymore.
i want this blog to leave it as it is, i dont wana delete this.
few years later i wana visit my past again and look back.
i want my happy and sad moments with him to end here.

if only time could really stop, stop at the time i last see him, hugged him, kissed him and many many more.
i want to see him but i cant bring myself to look at him.
the pain its still there, it will be there forever.
its pretty stupid i know, many says its not worth it.
asking me to look for better ones.

if one day you really turn back and see, dont forget me cause i wont.
now you're gona move on, on your own.
like i say, i'll get outta your life.

i really miss those times, even it wasnt the best.
i miss you more even you werent gona to be there for me anymore.
i really hate the fact but i have to accept it even thought i dont want you to go.
i will be waiting right here for you, do remember that.

chongjunsian, you are missed and loved.

2007-11-04T22:19:00.000+08:00

first thing first, my dearest bitch :
i nv go band not because no mood. I HAVE TO WORK mind you.
LMAO!
i rather work then go band actually. *oops*

working in BM these two days and did party before going home.
guess what?
FUCK THOSE FREAKING FILLIPHINOS LARH!
they are like fucking big eater lorh.
sorry arh, ive been scolding the word "fuck" in my head while serving.
as if dinosaur like that, cant wait till i finish one order.
anyway, im back to sickly again and thanks to huimin's panadol i did feel much more better.
minus the part where i say i feel likr vomitting even more larh.
rested for two hours before working actually. =/

two more days till 4th monthsary and ive been crossing everthing i can cross that hopefully everything is gona be just alright.
i dont mind that if he doesnt wana go out but just let him rmb even though he might still having Os. i guess.

btw, i dont wana talk to LEE CHANG FU again larh.
LMAO! i still talk to him in the end -__-

one last thing.
tell me my dearest SHIRLY, when are we gona get our skinny and PLEASE REPLY ME.
by tml evening i dont get it, i think you better return my money.
sorry arh, but seriously. the most is, REPLY ME i may consider waiting.

2007-11-03T12:17:00.000+08:00

i felt like a idiot now.
i have no mood for band, no mood for work, no mood for everything.

i admit i skipped band for two days.
to hell with all those comment ppl might give.

2007-10-30T23:19:00.001+08:00

dear,are you forever not gona talk to me forever ?
are you that buzy till even talk to me even for a minute ?
are you that buzy till you cant even msg me telling me how are you progressing or how shit is the paper that day ?
im waiting till now,for your msg and praying hard that you are doing fine.
your msg is all i wanted now.
its alrd a month plus since i've touched you and i lost the feel of you.
i want to see you and your comfort again.
i miss your everything.
absence makes heart fonder, its true.
i really really really miss you.
nobody else can replace you as my dear.

2007-10-29T23:13:00.000+08:00

SICK !!!

2007-10-27T08:44:00.000+08:00

i have no comment.
anyway,happy birthday to MR ANDY SIM ! WGSSB's beloved conductor!
yeah!!!!!!!!!!!

im so worn-ed out.
working at BM later.
*YAWNs !*

2007-10-25T22:59:00.000+08:00

seriously i dont know what to do.
huimin,dont really go screw him larh ahahaha!
and nxt time after work i jio you out.
er,wait. i wear like freaking formal go meet you ? LMAO!

that was the first stuffs and secondly,
today didnt went for band today,working instead.
meeting the librarians at 1.15pm, i really have to talk to them.
shit that harith asking me to photocopy the scales that mr sim gave last friday.
YARH RIGHT! everything i do arh! THEN STAND NO NEED KEEP LARH,JUST GO HOME LIKE THAT! what fcuk! argh! angry.

3rdly,i cant really rmb.
*few minutes later*
errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, really cannot.
anyway,work is a BOREEEEEEEEEEE.
and sat and sun have to go BM to work.
sigh!

4thly,i need to relax!!!!

5thly, i gona change the name im gona call dear.
too many same alrd. i dont like larh~~~~~~
*thinks* that is if everything would be back to normal.
dear,you're not a lousy bf to me. you are nice and everything but only one thing that you didnt do and its bothering me since the day, that is your attention to me.
i cant blame you,a little would do and your baby would be contented enough.

and lastly, I FREAKINGLY WANA SLP!

2007-10-24T19:51:00.000+08:00

i miss dear alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot
ALOT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but you know. ahahaha!

I WORE HEELS TODAY!!!!
frigging TALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sec ones are freakingly weird larh.
they are like more bitchier then us eh bitch?

2007-10-23T23:41:00.001+08:00

i feel like learning drumset outta sudden.
why?dont know. ahaha!

2007-10-22T23:26:00.000+08:00

im going to post fast as im working tml morning at tampanies whereby i had to go down to the main HQ and head to tampanies.
for?im gona work thr for a month doing data entry for NTUC income.
LOL! 50 per day,why shldnt i not work?
tml am not working,kinda empty cause im not working at BM.

no news from dear yet,but hopefully he will get his thoughts straightened out.
yup that is what i hope now lurh~
btw,O level had alrd started and again GOOD LUCK ! and dear to jiayou.
seriously im missing the 4Es lurh~
cant balme,too long nv see them. and alan, band is not fun at all.
and seriously going to band nowadays seems like going for funeral band practices.
no offence but seriously thats what the 6 of us think it is like.
slacky band,attitude members and lousy puntuality. band eh? seems like longgggggg way getting a gold with honours for SYF 2009 eh? seriously this is the truth and TRUTH HURTS! it SMACKS YOU RIGHT DOWN BACK TO REALITY. wana get gold with honours? DREAM ON!
us seniors are not setting examples? hello?! you guys did this so we just follow the flow.
late no punishment. aint the kids nowadays LUCKY?!
im saying the truth.

recently found out a lot of couples in band.
seriously problems of bias is gona to take over. not that im discouraging but seriously, with a post way up high pair up with a post lower or a SL and a section member? not that im not happy but you guys found each other im happy for you two but you know~~

i really really really miss deardear a lot a lot alot.
nothing else matters except him.

&& PRICILLA LUM ! WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY RETAINING.
YOU DARE NEXT YEAR PLAY SOMEMORE LARH. lmao.

2007-10-18T23:12:00.000+08:00

pictures of us from k-boxing ytd.
and i thought of alot of things to blog today but i guess i'll just get to the point.

i think is deardear gona break up with me.
ok,i still smiling cause i dont want ppl think im freaking emo in this post.
he say i was a good girlfriend but he wasn't.
he wasnt 'ready' to be one and to be commited.
dear i ask you, do you think i would be happier and better off with another guy or alone?
do you think by breaking up like this will make me a happier person?
the answer is no and i can say that to your face. i dont wana know and i dont wana try.
i just want you, that chong jun sian that i knew.
at first you said that im not worthy to be with you and now? your reason is that your not worthy? is it? is this the reason? is this the truth? you tell me, or there are more than meets the eye.
i choose you cause i think i would be happier and i am.
i dont wana force you now cause its your Os and its important i know. but haven i been so patient all along?
dear, i dont want my nightmares to become true ok. i dont want my prediction to come true.
dear, i love you and i will die if i didnt. give yourself more time ok? i trust you.
whatever you say and do, im alright with it but just dont leave me.
i just love you no matter what but i just dont know why.
please.

alright, band tml.
he will tell me tml too.
god! please dont make it a nightmare come true.

2007-10-17T23:35:00.000+08:00

TURN THE MUSIC UP!

oh dear,just came back from k box-ing at marina sq.
with van and her friend,wan qing?
yarh! now van's voice still ringing in my mind.
oh my oh my.
now i rmb why i dont really go kbox-ing alrd.
cause i would be ended up spending money to sit thr and listen.
=/
ahaha!ok, i did sing some today. =)
went home arn 9plus by train.
after van left,i suddenly looked arn and msg-ed dear.
" dear,i miss you alot...suddenly "
he just " haha why " . crap.
go miss the "girl" who lived above you larh.
yarh yarh,he say he missed me. ok thats enough singyee.
seriously im missing him too much larh.
will dear come back to me after his Os? i miss him dearly.

shit fuck, luthfi gona get a PSP.
waliao!
pictures and details tml.
yawn! i need rest.

2007-10-17T10:48:00.000+08:00

hot_paris567@hotmail.com
go try and add this girl.
guys you can add too and this girl will make you horny like shit
and girls she's a lesbian larh!
she will show you her PINK HOT PUSSY (like what she says) using her webcam.

crap larh! this girl is blocked and deleted in my msn.
super crap,added me and talk shit with me.
no offence larh but probably she can go find someone her own kind yarh?!
i am not a lesbian, I AM NEUTRAL.

YAWN!
sorry guys,that wsnt a good start isnt it?
ok,MORNING! an off day frm work.
azri IM me and asked me to go for saturday alumni band practice.
so who wana go? im going!
eh,only the sec 4s arh! ahahaha!
i gona go BM later to meet that bird.
shit her, she woke me up this morning *YAWN!*
go search for art alrd.
bye!!

&& shirly,can i get a lil miss tee from you?
lil miss late and lil miss chatterbox?

2007-10-16T22:23:00.000+08:00

work is really crazy nowadays.
did MDS today,it rain-ed somehow larh irritating.
the freaking fire alarm rang for two or three times.
damn it,superrrrrrr loud. dont know which asshole made it ring again and again.
i go work confim got injuries de leh! today a new scratch. sigh!

rapist & victim blog is going M18 alrd.
i totally agree with bitch larh! or better, R21.
EH! we all not even 18 leh.
im gona blog there after blogging this.
you three stop fucking larh! alamak!

after &*%$%^&* years, today dear msged me right after work.
i meant i was working, not him.
obviously happy like shit.
ahaha!
ok,i have to do research for art alrd.
ARGH!

2007-10-16T10:03:00.000+08:00

im having a major headache.
omg omg omg!!!!!
i had to work today seh,waliao!!!!
i had to get new pants later,my pants got a HOLE larh! god!

tml would be a off day for me.
well,gona meet that BIRD to do art i think at BM.
great! i got TWO more weeks till O level art paper.
jialat,i haven even got started.
better go do some research before i go work today.
i had to leave hse at (time check) 11.30am today and now its alrd 10 plus.
OMG OMG!
so whats on thurs then?
shirly say gona go sentosa?? i'll raise my both hands up for it.
just nice,that day pay day.
talk abt pay day, MY PREPAID GONA BE LOW SOON!

oh yarh,ytd i was suppose to bugis for an interview at bugis right?
yarh at 7 pm.
god! i cant make it. hopefully they wont call me today.
if call me today i also cant make it,working larh god!
anyway,i think i better go look for a black socks alrd.
later that lee huimin check i die.
whahaha!

anyway,why till now nuffnang haven place ads on my blog???!!!
alamak!!!

2007-10-15T10:53:00.000+08:00

and finally,stupid com spoil again.

REPLY TAGS TO :
shy and alan : eh,you two go everywhr also argue,alamak! lucky got our blog if not my tagboard spammed and alan,maybe her eyes small? ahaha! i go her hse use com still visible leh. got pro looking at my post? EHK! alan not pure? *stare!*
weishan : just chill ok?just msg me if anything. dont mae it sounds so bad ok?!
pric : stupid BIRD!!!!

alamak!the momet i online-d alot of ppl talked to me on msn.
ahahaha! and the moment i came to my blog, i went blog hopping.
ahaha!
actually nth really happens.
saturday went to town after work,i yawn-ed like shit (till now)
met a friend and blah blah,just chill lurh~!

shirly says that she wana host a sentosa outing this coming tues eh?
last night i was like, " whaaaaaaaaaa, i very long nv go beach alrd hor. damn it "
ahahaha! should say, thank you shirly for organising.
ahaha! for band members only.
yes arh!i will get my skinny this thurs! i think i want to buy lil miss tee frm shirly too.
god! im like buying and buying.
cant blame, i no t-shirts larh!
ahahaha!

anyway,all i have left is patient to him alrd.
now i have no reason to blame him cause probably its because to much intensive o level studying.
maybe only,sigh.
and i m gona see lee huimin's face for 4 days larh!
sad case.

ahaha!

2007-10-11T10:31:00.000+08:00

BANDBANDBAND!
thats what i have in mind now.
going back band later~!!!!!!!!!!
hohoho!
happy,but kinda nervous.
hopefully i wont get caught the first day back to band.
i mean my ear. ahaha!
today got uniform and hair check and i always get caught,you say leh.
argh!

wheeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~
nothing to blog.
ohyarh,yihao IM me last afternoon to meet him after his class.
ok,in the end i ddnt go and he shoot me till siao.
despite that i still feel alittle bit bad towards him.
ahaha! sad ass right? wth he wants siol!
and i told dear that if he come down wdlands i will fly.
i think nxt time i will fly alrd =/
zOMG!! singyee can flyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
ahaha!

meeting six rapist later.
ahaha!
byebye

je vous aime et je vous manque

2007-10-10T21:03:00.000+08:00

i got my top alrd!

wheeeee.

thanks to SECONDS blogshop!

wheeeeeeeeeeee

2007-10-10T10:15:00.000+08:00

21 is a nice number.
9:21 is a nice time.
why? my twinnie says so! both of our birthdays falls on the same day,same month but different year.
chiuhwa's on 21 spetember 1992
singyee's on 21 september 1991.
ok im crapping.
seriously i feel like going back to slp but my brain wont allow,my eyes are very heavy.
i think im gona stuck at home today.
i still cant find any people to go bugis with me OR other place.
sigh!
tml band will resume.
whee~~~~~~~~ but not sure am i going or not (yihuan,dont kill me)
sigh~ maybe i really get that job leh?
i thought abt it over and over,i think november onwards i work weekends at McD then weekdays will be only band but if i get that job i will be working on weekdays too.
i cant get it organise leh! complicated!
i want to get my bonus but i also wana quit. how?you say leh?!

anyway,i just rmb-ed.
dear still owe me a day for forgetting our 3 monthsary.
i think he just say say only larh.
i dont even know whr the hell is he now.
school?or at home? crap him.
oh yarh!my upper ear doesnt hurt that much alrd! happy!

huimin,dont worry.
i will survive,the most you see me go work like zombie lorh. ahaha!
i got soooo many people behind my back,i wont fall down that easily.
i got a very strong backup,from people like you!
its nice to have a working colleague like her,isnt it? ahaha!
dont worry,anything happens i can talk to you.
you can my another listener alrd larh! ahaha!
well,maybe like what you say im like breaking down (cause i lame to much alrd.)
yarh,let me first.
even though its not the first time i broke down like this and i cant confirm this time is also the last time, but just let me go crazy till i tired first then i will decide.
ahaha!

anyway,is my post's font very small?
tell me! i know shirly says its very small.

i miss him terribly.

but does he?

2007-10-09T23:06:00.000+08:00

anybody free to accompany to go bugis tml(again)? i need a top badly.
due to that red shorts i bought yesterday,i need a black top real bad!
i got alot,but not nice.

went to bugis again today,after i collected my art paper.
with shirly,she went to get her bottoms at bugis street.
she took alot of pictures,we went bugis street then to the temple place there.
the OG area then head back woodlands at arn 4-5 plus.
then head to shirly's house to watch her play audition.
ahaha! COOL!
then head back home again to meet chiuhwa as she wana borrow my cardigan for her "double date" tml.
hah!she stayed till 10plus then i came online again.
kinda waiting for that beng to online.
i was bored ok,whole day he entertained me larh!

happy!i interviewed for a brand new job at bugis street that sells alot alot ALOT of cardigans.
but the shop is small.
OMG! hope that boss lady will msg me to ask me to try this thurs.
shld have say i go home change then straight away try out.
missed one chance.
but singyee shy larh! ahaha!
im the youngest! all 18 and above.
aint i lucky?ok i looked like 18 as some ppl say.
nvm!as long as i get the job.
its sooo much relax-er ahaha!
maybe i change my working schedule at mac to sat and sun?
or quit nxt month?
see how ! for the sake of my BONUS!

guess what guys.
i am so so sooooo happy today.
i msged alot and recieved alot of msg too.
but non of them are from dear.
how happier can i get. (sacarstic)
i wont msg him since he have no intention to msg me.
well,thats what i feel.
like what huimin say,i lame too much its a sign of me breaking down.
breaking down?who am i kidding?for what?
he shld be planning to pon school tml.
i heard.whatever,i dont care.
care too much in the end i get hurt more so dont care better.
but humans have feeling,so do i.
big sigh.

2007-10-08T20:18:00.000+08:00

http://rapist-victim.blogspot.com

click the above.

heh!

back from bugis with mummy today.

went shopping with her at bugis street.

nxt time i shld go bugis buy stuffs, heh!

i bought a red shorts.

THEY DONT HAVE BLACK !! *cry and whine like a baby*

i didnt buy any tops today.

im quite a fussy buyer so if a particular person goes shopping with me he/she will die.

whole day see only.

came back and online-d.

dear talk to me. like finally??

he save phone bill eh?never bother to msg me.

no larh,he phone flat again larh! LIKE I KNOW.

he's out with yihao to buy present.

let me guess,i think i know for who.

someone's birthday coming larh!

i miss deardear's "baby-ness".

*sigh*

going back to school to take o level art paper tml.

FOR 10 FREAKING MINUTES?

argh!

2007-10-08T11:44:00.000+08:00

whahah!
im here at home online while some still in school
well,my computer is back on track !
YES ARH! <---- im addicted to that word.
alan,i cant wait for you cause you guys never wait for the rest of us you all graduate first leh!
hmph!
anyway,those taking O level on 22nd oct
JIAYOU!singyee,me,will be standing behind you all supporting you guys.

well,gona accompany my mother to bugis later.(i think)
she's off from work today obviously and i had to send money before i can get my clothes.
yes!finally!
oh yarh! i pierced my upper ear last saturday
the ear which used to have only one piercing and now i have two!
after %$&^%^&* years later heh!
now total piercing is 5 larh.
i shall stop piercing unless one or two close back again.
my post is so un-organised.
random

anyway,anybody can help me tell my dear to stop smoking that much.
he never listens to me. NOW !
i gave up telling him and worrying that in the future he will be like ____ if he continue to smoke that much.
my dad leh?he lived healthy,eat healthy he knows his limits thats why he doesnt really get sick easily!
argh! i gave up.

gona find blogskin for Rapist&Victim blog (click)

2007-10-07T15:33:00.000+08:00

heh! singyee is here!
im at wdlands library doing nth larh!
that TAN TING HUI LARH!

and to lee hui min sorry arh!
i was away due to ppl sharing laptop.
heh!

i finally got to blog lurh~~
my stupid computer broke down again GOD!
im using azri's laptop for your info.
N level finished alrd so life will be a bore till nxt sat.
I SHALL START WORKING AGAIN!
and yarh,ytd was our 3rd monthsary *clap clap* and obviously i wasnt happy.
why?dear forget!
crap!
i was mad larh but not because he cant come out or what but he FORGET!
argh!i was freakingly mad but he like nth.
nvm!i dont care.

3 more days till going back band.
kinda looking forward to it but not really also.
kor going genting!happy,corn told me.
&& i miss the section but some only.
duh~
ok,nth else to blog
i dont wana nag here! ahaha!

gona kill that dear of mine.
*twirls*
*poof*

2007-09-29T23:19:00.000+08:00

feel much more bother.
tzeleng arh,can you get anymore bored.
-__-
next tim online tell me mah,then i will start spamming and you get bored liao.
YEAH! (ok,stop it singyee)
tml intensive math and physics revision.
i cant really get those notes in my head somehow.
sigh.
singyee,please stop being paraniod.

&& deardear,please do take care of yourself.
dont drink and smoke too much.

2007-09-29T11:36:00.000+08:00

ok i skipped geography extra lesson as it was no use to me larh!
why?cause i didnt bring any materials home larh,all under table.
=/

woke up around 10.30am and bath and etc,recieved tinghui's msg and in the end not going to study at library today. -__-
and now i finally know whats my dear's BIG secret.
he had to decorate the house as it was his relative's birthday today.
-__- what a secret.

shall study around afternoon larh~
argh! must must must.
but now watch anime first.
heh!
blog later bah.

2 more days to N level part 2

44 more hours

4 more days to end of N level

100 more hours

2007-09-28T21:42:00.000+08:00

yeah!!!!!!!! tml going back to school for extra geography lesson.
-__-
im so excited about it (with fake voice)

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
reason im here now is to help that lizard find her artist reference.
freak!dont know which to give her. (big sigh)
after geography lessons (9am-12noon) going to library to study.
with tinghui,alvin and adam bah.
-__- sigh! i better start study seriously.
just bare for few more days and hundreds of hours.
yes,singyee you can do it (i know lame larh)
sun same but no geography lesson larh duh~~

JIAYOU!!!!!!!!
deardear,i miss you hell lots larh.
whats so freaking secretive that you have to hide even from your girlfriend?
BIGGGGGGGGG sigh.

2007-09-27T20:03:00.000+08:00

im going soon and blog awhile larh.
boring~~
dear is ignoring me.
say im being paraniod but i think its true.
can i stop saying "wait till november" ?
i really envy other couples larh!

2007-09-27T15:31:00.000+08:00

{ EDITED / }

i have not bitch for 3-4 weeks with my bitch alrd.
grrr~~~~~~~~~
exam plus fasting mth *big sigh*
but i know she missed me larh~ ahaha!

school was usual only that today whole day slack and didnt work any part of my brain.
we played the "who,what,huh" game again but this time add in shaymir,sardine,jonathon,chunvon and renyuan.
heh! totally had fun playing with them laugh till tired.
even thought that game is lame but real fun.

few days ago i told GFs something.
*girly,cute(puke) and innocent voice*
"on sunday tell your parents that monday is a children day and we no need go school and you will fail your geography paper and math paper 1 -__-"
heh! aint i creative?

was on the way back home with tzeleng today.
on bus few groups of sec ones board the same bus as mine.
they are FREAKING INCONSIDERATE OK!
got seat dont want sit,put their FCUKING BOOKS ON THE SEAT AND CLAIM "oh my god,that's soooooooo heavy."
fcuk them larh.
then this group stand in front of me and girl A was beating and "flirting" with boy B and boy B was shooting girl A and that FREAKING GIRL STILL CAN GIGGLE.
thick skin freak ass.
sec ones are forever inmature larh.
but they are freaking pampered too ok.
thats why i like neither of the sec ones i had in band and my section.
duh~~~~~~~~~~~
tzeleng was commenting that its been long that we wore that salior uniform larh then that freaking girl turn and stare at us.fcuk her.

ok nvm,anw dear was such an IDOIT!
he nv sees how worried i am till i spelt it out.
freak,cause he nv even reply me in the morning till mintues before school end.
knock your head all you want larh.

8 letters, 3 word, 1 meaning I HATE YOU !!!!!!!
hmph

2007-09-26T17:56:00.000+08:00

singyee is BORED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

freak.
the whole day i didnt get to talk to deardear.
why?i think he's busy studying larh.
dont botter.
maybe i msg he find me annoying how?
(cries)

btw,that arif amin(BM rider) say i like minah.
-__- cause i talk and act like one.
im a goooooooooooooooood girl ok.
ok you guys can start puking.
i dont get it why ppl kept giving me that face or reaction when i say im a good girl at times.
correct what
i dont get in fights,arguements.
i dont have gangs and dont hang out till that freaking late(not till im 18)
the most is talk vulgarities(im changing) and talk back to teachers and dont do homeworks larh.
does that make me a bad girl. you guys surely did it right?
ok larh,i talk like one && im fierce(a little) THATS ALL?!
ok,my randomness.

smile!!!!!!!!!! i ate alot today -__-
the whole day i was kinda SIAO larh! go ask the person who sat beside me! CHONGTZELENG!!!!!!!!!!!! really larh. for no reason.
school was a bore,in the end i did go to school.
tml going too,fri? nah~~~~~~~~~~~
that means tml last day for me in school larh !!!!!!!!!!!!
today the whole class started planning after exams holiday plan.
im soooooooo gona spend time with my gfs since dear november then finish his Os.
i also doubt he will have the time,he will be spending time with his brothers.
ok,no hard feelings seriously. *shrugs*

sweet!!!! steamboat nxt thursday and cycling at ECP on friday with GIRLFRIENDS !
well,thr's more like shopping and etc.
weets! told ya,haven finish macham finish liao all plan.
class BBQ leh?not going. my girls aint going but i myself feel like going larh.
i did miss last year de 3n2 class BBQ and 2n2 Class gathering BBQ after all.
i will miss this class and i am proud to be a student in 4n2.
though thr's no bond but its enjoyable studying in this class.
we all may go seperate ways after N and not see each other again nxt year but hope all of you guys,4n2,will be more happier and mature larh hor!
(and i may be going ITE)

i shld end,cant rmb what to blog.
i love you seriously but...
nvm,just freakingly missed him more today.
heh! (insert singyee's crazy laugh and face)

2007-09-25T16:42:00.001+08:00

hehe!blogging here at huifang hse.
she's slping right now so shhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
im freaking lazy to go home thats why,at home nth to do what.

anw,dear discovered that i disspear for arn 2 hrs by not sms-ing him after school telling him i finshed school,cause normally i would.
then he like : "you not yet finish school?"
he say he thought something happened and i was like "you thought i landed in hospital arh" and guess what he say "thought your handphone stolen" -_______________- ok nvm.
he's gona get a 2nd gf alrd (i thought his cigrattes is his 2nd gf?) and he will tell me to see whats my reaction. ok fine. the most i will start screaming.
and i say i got 2nd bf and he say that he doubt that i will have one leh.
freak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!thought he's being kind.
angry liao.
anw i also doubt anyone would want him lorh. bleh! well, of course except EHEM!
ok nvm.
angry! *flames at the back*

anw,school was i-dont-want-to-say-it-again.
mr ben asked us to send him a sms giving him feed backs abt his teaching in the last few months as he was also leaving the school for better once (good choice)
so free period alllllllllllllll the way and gfs all draw art on paper while i drew on my hand. -__-
no need to say that.now everybody knows my name cause my name is written on my hand.

intend not to go to school tml and thurs,friday then go.
cause last day and need take back report book -__- argh!
tml PON ARH!

things are unfair at times,this friendship is too.
why am i always soooooooo different from them?
or better,why are they making me so different from them.

2007-09-24T20:28:00.001+08:00

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any kinda souls willing to lend me a calculator nxt wed?

im going over to alan's blog every now and then -__-
to talk craps heh! right?
169cm not tall meh? i tallest girl in class ok,feels awkward.ahaha!

so,im gona fall aslp soon.
i just ate panadol for flu as im going to fall sick which i dont allow myself to cause
N LEVEL IS EXACTLY ONE WEEK AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i studied a little just now,math again.
still trying to memorise formula again.
freak.
bitch is not going to school on friday eh?
i wonder shld i pon also.
infact,i feel like pon school the whole week.
going to school seems totally pointless.
i rather stay at home to study myslef larh,weird system.
both my parents says so too.

this morning was freaking shit,it suddenly poured HEAVILY!!!!!!!!!
my hair was freaking wet and i almost fall aslp in class during geo lesson due to i stayed up to rush finish my art for submission today.
i wrap all boards except the last one,colour scheme.
when everybody started asking me why i didnt wrap that,i say "not enough wapping paper" all gave me a -______________- face.
i seriously think im going to be sick.
tired day.
lucky tml easy to pass.heh~! singyee go school larh tml.

after school was freaking bored.
hung out awhile with tzeleng at CWP.boring larh.
walk arn look at clothes and etc.
walked to four leaves,saw the cake dear bought and tzeleng bought.
cute larh,tzeleng's $3.50 while dear's $35.00 -__-
ok, it was ex and i came home and eat it.
FULL !!
then went home eventually.
bath and make notes and now online.
saw eugene last night,i know im lame but ytd was the first time he DID say hi to me.
-__-

&& dear arh,whr's my pictures?
he shld be spending time with his 3rd gf right now -__-

2007-09-23T12:34:00.001+08:00

anybody remembers this song?
im in a "back to band days" mood.
too bad i cant find the english version.

2007-09-23T09:33:00.000+08:00

so,im 16 for two days alrd.
hah!ive joined the 16 year old club(alan larh!)

lets rewind shall we.

21 september 2007
my mum give birth to me on this day 16 years ago.
(god!what did my mum feed me to grow so tall)
ok larh,till now i still am blaming my parents for making me grow so tall.
well,i think i stop growing alrd. im 169cm.somtimes got 169.5 cm -__- crap teacher.

ok,so tzeleng bought me a small and cute strawberry ice cream cake from four leaves ytd while running an errand for her dad.thats sweet enough. and morning i was staring at it but i thought a prezzie but a cake instead(bummer. HEH!) and she nv give me a fork or spoon.i was freakingly hungry(as usual). so was like first three period(1 and a half hour) is art lesson,went to art room.
then after art i open up the box and see the cake was in TIP TOP CONDITION (that means still edible,haven melt.) then half and hr later was recess.went to canteen and open the box GOD it melt but still i ate it. *clap clap* ahaha! and yiting was nice also,bougth me a drink which cost 40 cents. you know larh, ICE TEA(not lemon tea) ahaha!actually i bought a drink myself alrd larh! ahaha! so i drank it also.the nxt period,i start going to toilet twice or three times. DRAK TOO MUCH.
ahaha!
then blah blah,i think mr ben was in a mood.
he let us listen MP3 in class for ONE WHOLE hour. ahaha!
still,talking crap with them.

then after school,i went home larh but went toilet before that.
reached home,went toilet again.
dear kept changing time and venue and he nv tells me who going.
pric last min no mood so i was like ANYTHING LARH ! fedup alrd.
ended up meet at woodlands 5pm.guess what,i reached the control station thr at FOUR THIRTY.
nvm,then i was texting pric half way i looked up and i saw winson and amelia walk pass me.
guess whats my reaction. i stone,stare then "HUH?!" then continue to reply pric.
how lame can i be. TOLD YOU I AM SLOW LARH! (go ahead,laugh like shit.hah!)
then yihao called me and told me that he still in school i was like "huh?orh." hang up then think then reply pric again.
-__- im reply slow larh no need you to spell it out. crap.
then winson and amelia somehow saw me and then yihao also came. wait for that guy.
crap alot lorh. then that yihao kept saying i and them got communication problem.
heh!of course,im still young. BLEH!
blah blah,they went smoking and say a lot of crap stuffs i was like emoing _______________
then FINALLY dear came.blah blah,then settled at pastamania. then after eating,dear say he's going toilet. then winson and yihao says that my prezzie is in the toilet. -__- you guys thought what,drugs arh. (you guys know,those dramas sells drugs all hide in toilet de mah. -__-)
then yada yada,dear walked one BIG round back frm four leaves and bought a chocolate ice cream cake. -__- and its the same cake as amelia and yihao's that time.
freaking full larh. before blowing the candles i went ONE BIG ROUND to mac to find the band members who may appear thr.
chiuhwa came along with huifang but they paiseh paiseh say they going lerh.
-__- ok nvm.
blah blah nth to do and they went to smoke again. then i day dream again. -__-
then blah blah,they went off left me and dear and headed home larh.
went home to put my cake then went downstairs and find dear. -__-ok,he teach me math.
god! i need chiong paper 2. freaking difficult.
then he smoke again,three policemen stood thr and one or two kept looking at us or him.
then lucky nth happens. WENT HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

22 september 2007
totally in no mood to work.early morning recieved a msg frm shirly,thanks for the belated birthday wish.
ahaha! then blah blah,stare at art then heck,onlined crap offline bath change then went out for work.crap ass.at first was like totally siao larh,crap alot at counter with devi -__- poh chuan kept pulling us apart cause we kept sticking to each other like sandwhich. errrrrr,not les ok.
after break is at MDS.great,the very first missing order of the day is from singyee *claps*
crap larh,not missing is see wrong order.
then half an hour later i got toe cramp a usual -__- then after that i begin my random mood swing while wiping trays.
i tried not to shout larh. but ok,nvm.
then punched out at 8.57pm -__- THREE MORE MIN. heck larh!then slack in crew room with devi till arn 9.45pm then went out.saw sandy, FASTER RUN.then wait for cab then went home.

23 september 2007
shit part is i forget to get those pictures frm dear.
nvm,i woke up this early is to find ideas for my art.
a little bit more editing plus more thumbnails plus more caption then i can wrap alrd.
great! art paper one is DONE!
i really dont feel like going to work but to rush art at home.
tml deadline leh! crap.
iruan was kind enough to say i can get atleast a2 for my art. yarh right,a2?for N level standard bah.argh! or not even lorh.
i think im going to have more mood swings today.
3pm-8pm. shld have say shorter time.

2007-09-21T21:43:00.000+08:00

thank you all those sweeties who wished me today.
thank you GF for your small cake.although it melt during recess.
ahaha!appreciated.
& thank those who beat/slap me outside McD. THANKS A BUNCH.
red leh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
&& deardear for the cake plus making me fat.
( OMG,i need to eat less tml.no supper tonight. )
&&& thanks winson,amelia and yihao for coming down(well,they study in RP so?) to "celebrate" for me.
and i know either three of you all may be looking at this.
*BIG GRIN*

pictures tml,forget to get it frm dear.
&& my twinny did get to celebrate tgt with me again this year -__-
er, i mean chiuhwa,not really twin cause different year.
ahaha!

working tml.
blog song changed, i mean removed.

2007-09-21T13:41:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to singyee,
happy birthday to chiuhwa,
happy birthday to both of us,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO US !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol,
lame larh i know.
randomly blog but will blog even later.
later going out to eat sakae sushi.
ahaha!
still dont know who going seh.
been smiling the whole entire day.
my mouth ache alrd.

RAPIST & VICTIM blog is done,i got bored so i did it first.
anybody wana help me/us make a nice nice blogskin?
thanks a million.

&& i just realise,i may be the youngest among the seniors.
whahahaha!

2007-09-20T16:17:00.000+08:00

shirly : ahaha!no lerh larh.like nobody wana go mah.
qraisha : ahaha!creative mah.lameness kena frm alan de.ahaha!
alan : *wind blows* LMAO !yarh,i emo.can?ahaha!
julio : yarh lorh. dont know who leh. hmm.

&& im eating tibits again.
nowadays i just eat too much of them.
tml is my day and acne strikes.
two pimples just appear outta nowhere.
only thing is that i dont know to spent it at home to curl up and slp or go out.
with who???all have band.
argh.

freaking hell,i had to work this sun.
due to pohchuan wana me help. -__-
then i was like sat i help liao leh
and she say "that one lailai ask sun i ask"
lol!
anw,I LOST MY FREAKING LOCKER KEY AGAIN.
its somewhr in my room or BAGSSSSSSSSSSS.
i just cant find it.
MY 4TH LOCKER KEY =x
*i got a feeling huimin will say smth abt this. i think only.*
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today 2nd recess was madness.
took tons of pictures tgt.
loveable girlfriends <3 camwhore till like shit. ahaha! just as i thought art was abt to end,nxt mon was the actual deadline and i have to edit and touch up and then art free for couple of weeks. random. GIRLFRIENDS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my dearest is slping.
he didnt slp last night. -__-
wth.
deardear i love you.
and its been long that he said it.

eight more hours till i magically turn 16.
*jumps*

*twirls* *jump* POOF !

2007-09-19T17:15:00.001+08:00

2 more days to my birthday

ahaha!
yarh larh huimin,i will study.
starting tonight. im gona study for an hour.
go ahead if you wana do 1oo. ahaha!
later i laugh till my butt came out. *LMAO*

FINALLY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*twirls*
i handed in art today.
freakingly happy. tml art lesson can start slacking alrd during art larh. *i think*
and i think i need to retake nxt year -__-
math here i come !
i shall start with note taking and memorise formula.
shall eat first.
hehe!
msged dear after school,told him that i finish having affair with my art alrd.
ahaha!
freaking art made my face grow more pimple. -__-
i know its unglam to talk abt it here but seriously. ehk!

ok singyee,stop blogging.
*poof* (&& singyee dissapear)

2007-09-18T16:38:00.001+08:00

blogging~~~~~~~~~~~~
ahaha!
i just finish up my glue,dammit i have to get my butt outta my hse to buy.
great!

school was stil nothing.
i had to redo my board 6 which is the development for my beetle and board 7 & 8 which is the layouts.
tml is finally the day we can get to submit.
thanks to tzeleng,weilin,farah && PRICILLA.
ahaha!
after submiting at 2.30pm tml i need to get my butt home and start studying alrd.
thr's freakingly too many ppl asking me study liao.
ARGH!headache.
and also i did promise deardear that i shall start revising after i handed in my art paper one.
paper i think it will be out when we having "holiday" after n level.
and the o level students have to come back to school for freaking few minutes to sign and get it.
troublesome.well,i think it will be out after our Ns.

YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!
13 more days to N level.
im actually looking forward to it.
say im weird but i got reason.
number one : im a "get it over and done with" kinda person.i dont like dragging.
number two : so i can slp like shit.
number three : i can start working full time(i think) and start going band alrd.
number four : i seriously wana get out of this school for the time being. stupid teachers.
ahaha!

anw,lailai asked me a qn which she suppose to ask last night but i slpt alrd.

lailai : are you still with junsian?

me : yarh?why?

lailai : thought you and him no more,thought you got new boyfriend.

me : *a BIG question marks* huh?new bf?so fast meh?

got gossip again arh?

lailai : then he treat you good mah?

me : *thinking* nono,he got bully me.

lailai : really?tell me,i go beat him.

me : *heh heh* no larh.kidding only.

lailai : ok good,must treasure hor.change bf must tell lailai hor.

me : *er* like that the whole world know liao lorh.

lailai : wei,lailai not like that de hor.

me : ahaha,then how come the whole store know abt us leh?

lailai : its pohchuan sister go GWC saw de and she told weiming la.

i heard it frm pohchuan de.

and more endless stuffs.

ahaha!

i was like knew she wana ask that.

er abt dear got bully me not is another story hor dear.

you when didnt bully me before de.

actually i thought is got gossip thats why she ask.

-__- oh well,nvm.

i better move my butt outta here.

go wash up and go down buy my freaking glue.

I FREAKINGLY LOST MY PRECIOUS PEN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-09-17T21:05:00.000+08:00

intend to open a RAPIST&VICTIM blog.
any takers guys?
we can talk crap tgt.
yeahyeah!
if thr are i will do it after N.
heh!

i miss you guys alot!

2007-09-17T16:28:00.000+08:00

and again im blogging and its like who cares,nobody even bother to read this anyway.
-__-
school seriously not like school.
go school do nth.
student slack teacher also slack.
like sh*t,justin also,teach half way ask ppl go write.
i go school macham no need go like that.
go school kept asking my friends how to do instead of asking teachers.

&& rehan asked me to retian at sec 4 and retake N if i fail my N this time instead of going ITE.
seriously im staring to hate the school thats why.

well,boring school day as usual.
leant nothing.
came home super hungry.
i "fast" with the malays only that i did drink.
hehe!
today its like canteen kinda empty,the sec 3s went for their OBS this morning.
i saw shimei this morning thats why.
this morning shimei told me smth.
FREAK THAT HARITH GO PHOTOCOPIED 10 SCORES FOR EACH SECTION.
DOUBLE BASS FIVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(ok singyee cool down.)
35++ bucks GOD! i photocopied not that much lorh.
lucky conductor score only photocopied ONCE !!!!!!!!!!! heng arh.
if not i will die on the spot upon hearing.
f**k,so i guess when i go back band i NEED to get the THREE LIBRARIANS IN ORDER !!!!!!!!
GRRRRRRRRRRR
frm chloe i only know the librarin was in a mess, but i didnt know its in THIS FREAKING MESS!
CAN SOMEONE FREAKINGLY HELP ME TIDY THE F**KING LIBRARY?
they are so gona get it frm me when i open the cupboard.

ok done scolding.
-__- thought i dont have to go back to band settling the library.
got lectured by deardear for working this sat. -__-
im a pathetic ass ok.
no 1 cause its one day after my birthday and i shld go and celebrate.
no 2 cause N level is near. -__-
well,lailai alrd went on leave so bobian have to work.
i worked outta boredom leh.
hopefully dear dont have lesson till 6pm this fri.
i tell you i will scream like hell when i know it.

blog shopping !
im damn lazy to shop with my own legs.
ahaha!
im a lazy ass.

2007-09-16T22:27:00.000+08:00

irritating larh.
the more i say i dont wana blog,the more i am updating.
shit. heck liao larh.

on friday,deardear was at chinatown redrawing $$ money and his card was retained.
-__- cute enough. so that day was his suay day. ahaha!
today went out to study and obviously i kept skipping qn. damn it.
then szeming aka monica came and we like crapping.
sandy saw me and asked me to take my birthday voucher thingy frm rehan.
ahaha! went in and talk to rehan a little and check my schedule for nxt sat.
im working 4-9pm and dear was working 3-9.30pm. ok i admit it,im freakingly lazy.
still ask lai lai work later. ahaha! so 4pm.

smile ! school tml. -__- argh!
shld i wrap my art prep?lame qn,i think i shld. HEH!
spent 1obucks alrd today,shall save tml.
shall fast with the malays.
stupid bitch,bastard me. heh!

hey,anybody want acc me go watch movie this coming friday?
pricilla gave me this great idea.

2007-09-16T10:31:00.000+08:00

sorry arh,i say i wouldnt blog but i'm back here.
just saying,

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO MARRISA.

and also.

HAPPY ADVANCE 18TH BIRTHDAY TO JULIO.

damn that pricilla.
when does she wana msg me.
confirm chop study today.
huimin become ghost arh? o.O

nxt time i will blog on 21 sep 2oo7.
ok,i'm done.

2007-09-14T20:29:00.000+08:00

officially i will be getting my butt outta blogging for 2 wks.
after 3rd oct,i will start blogging. MASS BLOGGING!
i really miss the way i blog.

& dearest marissa,
be happy,anything can sms me talk.
my hp 24/7 on de but also 24/7 silent but i will reply you de.
smile ok.

&& dear,you see anything in this post?
nighty ppl,tml gona start studying.

Happy Birthday To Azri

2007-09-14T14:07:00.000+08:00

exactly one week till i turn sixteen

submission for art changed date again.
GRRRRRRR!
twice alrd.spent two freaking nights doing art for nth alrd.
damn!
i think ms nana wana us rush that why.
wonder when paper two coming out.

handed in my genting form early in the morning alrd.
alvin yihui not going?? o.O
ahaha! or i heard wrongly,alvin i know is dont know.
ahaha!
i missed band.
i miss waiting while mr sim tune the band section by section,one by one.
anw,i guess alvin was that bored enough and come and kajiao me in msn abt N level.
-__________- oh well,im bored too.

just randoms.
im bored to death.
&& kor is freaking cute.
i know ppl are sick and tired of hearing this.

er,ok.i dreamt abt two guys last night.
not dear (sad) but david & lewis.
ahaha!their name came randomly in my mind somehow.
-__- yawn*

&deardear,
i miss you hell lots.

2007-09-13T16:57:00.000+08:00

randomness.
blogskin CHANGED !

2007-09-09T17:55:00.000+08:00

second post and that explains that im freaking bored.
argh,this might be my last post since tml is the freaking school's reopen.
sadddddddddddddddddddddddddd enough.
ahaha!
shall not blog alrd till like 3rd oct which is like the last paper for N level.
fcuktard!like what bitch says on her blog only reply tags and etc will be done but not changing og blogskin course i will be freaking lazy to do that.
ahaha!
im seriously bored.

can somebody entertain me???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dear's working,shit him.
5 ++ pm then reach home and working at 6pm.
-_________-
god!
tml he got crew leader thingy somemore.
see how he survive.
heh!
ok and finally,i miss him.

2007-09-09T10:32:00.000+08:00

im freakingly bored.
im sad enough obviously.
what am i going to do today?

with dear like this,i would go crazy alrd.
and i told myself to be torelant untill national exams are over.

blogging seems to be my longest entertainment ever.
but now i dont feel lik blogging again alrd.
i think i blog when i feel like.
my blog post been alrd been very short.
sigh.

anyway,happy birthday to NADIAH.

2007-09-08T21:14:00.000+08:00

satay satay satay-ing
later,ahaha!

art argh! is gona to drive me crazy.
not till i get my result i will be having nightmares over and over again.
nightmares abt failing n level.
pls pls plsssssssssssss let it a pass.
3 more wks to finish all the papers.
1st oct to 3rd oct.
stress alrd!
shall finish my art by tml.

&& dear,you totally made me feel stupid when i alrd know what happen.
ily & imy

2007-09-07T18:45:00.001+08:00

that piglet of mine went to take a "nap" again.
nap indeed.
and he's soooooooo gona wake up in the afternoon tml again.
see,i so understand him.
-__-

came back and *yawn* tired!
something wrong with my freaking speaker.
argh! i wana watch anime!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
got a sudden urge to buy a psp.
i know,im slow.
and dear, i wont buy for you.ahah!
you got ds liao,later you become a game addict even more.
I'M GOING TO BE A GAME FREAK SOON!!
another sudden urge,that is i dont want go genting competition alrd.
and i shall work and save up to buy my psp.yeahness!
omg, i cant wait.
PSP WAIT FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
or psp slim better.
heh! and when going out with dear i purposely bring along,
see how dear reacts when i concentrate on my game then him heh!
his ds to blame.ahah! kidding~~~

BBQ on 22sep is canceled.
other plans *evil smile*
dinner + anime time!

&& to clarify,so what if my dear aint that goodlooking.
i dont care. HAHA!

2007-09-06T21:42:00.000+08:00

im back frm movies with dear.

and some random pictures took long time ago.

minus the ones i took with shirly.

ahaha!

i saw the unloved thingy again under bitch's table and started to play with it.

ahaha!

and some other crapass picture.

~~cut~~trim my hair today in the morning

and shop for grocceries with my mum.

lol!my hair was thin.

im kinda am utterly dissapointed with dear.

even others would spot i do smth with my hair.

dear i love you!

he didnt say anything today.

dear,im dissapointed~~twice~~ with you.

no,not i changed.

its you.

2007-09-06T09:07:00.000+08:00

bought campbell mushroom soup last night.
despite the fact that i didnt get to trim my hair yet,i spent two hrs with huifang and chiuhwa.
ahaha!
totally crap ass.
now im eating eating the campbell soup but only eat the mushroom not the soup.
ahaha!

SECOND MONTH ANNIVERSARY!

ppl cheer for me
*cheers !*
and this time not celebrating belated alrd.
smile!

mother asked me if i wana go bugis with her today cause she off.
kinda paiseh leh,i alrd have a date.
ahaha!
hope that nxt wk when she off i can accompany her.
till now kinda paiseh lurh~~
ahaha!

going out later to trim hair and even later to go out with DEAR!
yeahness!
i will still be anime-ing.

2007-09-05T22:35:00.000+08:00

1o weird thing about SINGYEE

1. im a cry baby. SERIOUSLY
2. i talk like an ahlian(other ppl says) when i am not.
3. i hate my siblings even i do show care.
4. im a perfectionst and trys to be even moreperfect when i cant get things right.
5. i like to poke my pimples. =/ ( that will explain the scars. heh! )
6. im violent.i cant take things that is fragil other then instruments of course.
7. i hate to bath early in the morning.but i DID bath to go school
8. i feel like vomiting when i feel like shit-ing or stomachache.
9. doesnt talk much,scared that i will say wrong thing.
1o. i scream like mad when i saw insects. other then my art.

and i have to tag 5 ppl as my dear marissa asked me to do it.
actually why i do it arh.

- lee huimin
- BITCH!
- yihuan(she double liao.)
- tzeleng
- tinghui

btw,if some had been asking.
i AM holding a BBQ on 22nd sep a SATURDAY.
BBQ will be held at night
during the day will be playing.
venue will be at sentosa enterence fee i will not pay except if one or two are that broke.
time will be confirm when ppl going are confirm.
tag me reply me.
all are welcome.band members,seniors,mentors,alumni and what so ever crap.
can go home at anytime who wana stay do stay.
ahaha!NO CHALET!
its a last minute thingy,no money ! HEH!
and also the birthday babies will be julio me and chiuhwa.
marissa???you coming?julio coming??

yeahyeha!tml go trim hair!
YIPPIE!
long time since i went to the salon.
if they were to cut shorter a little when i say dont.
trust me, I WILL KILL THEM!

2007-09-05T13:20:00.000+08:00

english paper was a total shit.
after paper 1 i was alrd prepared to go ITE and ask everyone arn if any wana go ITE with me.
i came out shouting : "YEAH!I'M GOING ITE LORH!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
lame i know but i think i failed english.
FAILING ENGLISH means i have no choice other then ITE.
chiong other sub?
no confident.
hah!its over i'll just shut up abt it.
so which ITE is better?
i better start planning.

i am TIRED!!!!!!!!i almost fell aslp for paper two and wrote 167 words for my summary which only require 130 words MAX!
anyway,my dear "someone" i'm still waiting for you to tell me who are you.
alot of ppl went back to school today.
for whatever reason i dont care.
just actually curious are woodgrovers so harworking?
or just because only my class still slacking like shit.
english paper finally finshed and was like today will be the last day i had to wake up this early.
thats one thing i shld be happy abt lurh~~
4 more days of holiday?i'm sooooooooo gona enjoy it.
aint this week be a one week break?
yarh right,i spent three days with other N level students mugging and sitting for exam.
YAWN!*
seriously if you see and compare 4n1 and 4n2?
only 4n1 are still studying even one last min before exam but 4n2?still slacking.
if the WHOLE class were to open any books to study,it will be math.

& elyn was cute enough to look up my name in JAPANESE!
mine?yoshikuni haruko
then i did this : yoshi~~kuni~~noya
then i intro myself to her, : "HI! i'm yoshinoya"
looks like leh.
and meaning is : good fortune country,spring child
when did i have country!!
tzeleng one is : watanabe kumiko
and is like this to me : waliao nabei.
you go prononuce it lurh~~
elyn's jap name describtion : autumn book,very fine in autumn
she's an ATUMN BOOK??????????she's a book!
book book book!

i miss the section
i miss playing around with tiara.
i miss bentley kor playing piano.
i miss going crazy with cornelia.
i miss music.
i miss my cymbal.
i miss the mirror.
& i miss deardear.

tml second month.
he's still slping.that pig. *oinkoink*
so what will happen.
if things turns better i will be early tml.
i know,its a miricle. @.@
dear??

&& lastly,
Jigoku Shoujo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-09-04T20:30:00.000+08:00

big sigh.
i shall cry my ass off again.

somehow all i get is getting avoided by dear.
and that "someone" i dont care who you are,name yourself.
its pretty creepy ok.
and i HATE annonymus.
you want tell me there's nothing to hide.
provided you are my dear then fine.

can someone tell me what is happening???
what happen to dear anyway.
he say i could talk to him and confront him.
and now???
clueless.

dear iloveyou ok.
dont do this.

2007-09-04T16:20:00.000+08:00

back again.
i deleted the previous post.
hah!telling how i feel like cheating during listening ??
yarh VERY!

ytd online-d,that freaking alvin pm me appearing offline.
SUDDENLY.

saying :

N LEVEL COMING LERH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahahaha!that weirdie.

anyway n level start alrd ok.

ahahaha!

i guess he was bored.

ahaha!

had ss,just dont know why they put it in the afternoon.
SUPER SLEEPY and that explain why i flunked it.
ahaha!
i wrote rubbish in that paper.
dear was right,education DID appear this year.
and i was kind enough to tell others and i didnt really read it.
oops =/ shit.
ok,i did scan through just a little~~

thanks to those who are willing to stay by my side.
and thanks to those had been asking me "are you ok" in msn and my blog.
i think yarh,maybe it was just me thinking too much.
but now,i dont think so i am ok.
huimin asked me to smile.
but right now i dont even know shld i be laughing,smiling,crying or what
cause............................................................................

dear,are you there?
there's nothing we could talk abt huh?

i dont want anything except you.

2007-09-03T13:22:00.000+08:00

ok,its pretty stupid.
chinese paper is like ok paper for both.
i think i flunked it nevertheless.
paper2 is like SUPPEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRR easy larh,finished it arn 45 min.
so like what else?
paper 2 was sooooooooo easy till that everybody scared will fail.
how!!!!!!!!!!

ytd i talk to pric a little.
plus today's paper,somehow took my mind off abit.
am i thinking too much?shld i talk abt it?why am i like this.
in this its all abt trusting and believe-ing.
miricle has alrd happened for me once,turning smth i yearn for but wouldnt happen and it DID actually happen.
for the past two nights ive been crying since.
this morning i just found out that its pointless.
though huimin told me a few times and i didnt heed her advice then.
i shall continue my journey towards the end of N level.
like what she say,studies are my main thing to do now.
i will always rmb this words.
nowadays i feel so, alone.
this thurs,i will try to be happy as possible.
i'll try.
but now,i think i try to believe in him again and see what happens.
but like i said before,everything changed.
him,me,them and etc etc.
everything and everywhere.

anyway,pric broke up with her bf awhile ago.
till now i dont understands why.

&& lastly before i stop touching this post
deardear,i miss you.
but my misses became pain to me.
but i dont think you are missing me.
tell me if you really do.
if not i rather not know.

2007-09-02T21:34:00.000+08:00

aisyah,sry i didnt relink you.
i know your url but kinda lazy.
i will link you ASAP ok?
&& shy,thanks good luck to yours toooooo.

hey guys,im back online.
a few days off frm com did make me think much more.
my com had virus for the pass few days and didnt blog.
i did miss blogging but apparently nobody misses me larh sooooooooooooo.
and to bitch :
sry larh friday,go for what seh.and i did tell you leh.
n level tml and still blogging my ass here.
but no mood alrd.

studied at home awhile and dorothy msged me if i wana study tgt.
since im bored to death study alone,i went to CCK and meet her to study.
well,we crap more then study though but did study.
13 sep art submission.SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
3 more preps to go. JIA YOU SING YEE.

somehow nobody cant even sense smth is wrong with me.
who am i kidding?
NGOR SING YEE,CAN YOU BE MORE SATISFIED ALRD?
I MEAN,WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT?
YOU HAVE BEEN GIVING ATTITUDES AND ATTITUDES EVERY NOW AND THEN EVEN PEOPLE HAD BEEN TOLERATING YOU AND YOU STILL WONT CHANGE.
WHEN DO YOU WANA CHANGE.
WHEN EVEYTHING AND EVERYBODY GONE?
BITCH GONE?
PRICLLA GONE?
TZELENG AND GANG GONE?
HIM GONE?
AND MANY MANY MANY PPL GONE AND DISSAPEAR FOR GOOD IN YOUR LIFE THEN YOUR HAPPY ISIT?IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT?

updates after n level.
pictures to be upload then.

three months later,tell me,will it be the same?

i'm all alone in this.

empty promises from you had killed me long time ago.

i dont feel anything anymore.

i only feel that i'm been used,sadly,by you.

you rmb me by chance do you.

did the name " singyee " even existed in your mind?

2007-08-27T20:44:00.000+08:00

im a sad ass.
ok,both my dear and i.
CAN SOMEONE OUT THERE FREAKINGLY TEACH ME HOW TO REFORMAT MY COMPUTER!!!!!!!!!!!!
thanks to jonathon i got the freaking virus.
FCUK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tooooooo fedup to blog.
btw,sorry deardear for showing attitude ytd.
i dont mean too.

and i hate you when you stop msging half way when i suppose to ask you.
and also you want it that way,i shall msg you when i cant think of anybody to ask and talk to.
if one fine day you suddenly still rmbs me tell me.
other then that i dont think you will.
you wont even found out that im missing.
and if thats the way you wants. fine.
thanks and bye.

2007-08-26T10:01:00.001+08:00

my 394 post. six more to go till 4oo.
ahahaha!lame start.

out later for art,i need to bring panadol just in case.
ahahaha!
dear wanted bus ride home.
yeahyeah!but he wanted it outta blue.
@.@

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cant eat anything.
anime time!

2007-08-25T22:11:00.000+08:00

thanks to ruby,i laughed like shit today at work.
yeahyeah!
crap fun larh.
something brought down my self confidence towards him.
i dont want empty promises from him.

geez,i forgot what i wana blog alrd.
tml going down art friend(taka) to buy some materials.
and studying afterwards.ahahaha!
with dear tml but i swear i will be squeezing my brain juice(more) outta my brain.
MONDAY STOP WORK LEH!another TWO PREP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i need 5 but i only got 3 preps.
*sigh*
today went store do art(whr else?)
dear msged me at arn 2 plus.
i was diao-ing away.
actually i didnt care if he msg not cause i was thinking he wake up yet.
buzy guy and i'm the sad ass.
msged :

deardear : baby,your dear dear wake up liao.

me : orh.

*5 min later*

me : eh!i orh then you nv reply liao arh.

deardear : i still sleepy larh thats why.

me : *roll eyes*

how weird.

ok nvm.

study weekends coming up.

oh yarh,i promised tzeleng that i will help her in math nxt whole week.

friday hopefully with weilin so i dont suffer.

hope that she will pass math.

that dumbell,wrong also dont know then suddenly " oh!careless mistake. "

*roll eyes.*

dumbell.

2007-08-24T15:11:00.000+08:00

{ edited / }

what can day start so well by receiving a msg frm my dearest friend.
TIARA! she msged me first thing in the morning and ask if im going the genting competition.
though i told bitch that both of us are gona blog very long, i dont think i wana.
i wana watch anime heh!soon an anime addict.

msged dear %#$%^& ******* years ago and till now he nv even reply.(bleh)
think he shld be still slping.GOD KNOWS WHAT TIME HE SLPT LAST NIGHT.
he went out a had midnight study himself at McD @.@
ahahaha!
school was basically STILL a bore,10 more days to N level.
ZOMG!!!!!!!!! chioning like shit.
nxt mon is the first stopwork for checking(art).
god! tml chiong liao,but working tml leh. and now i suddenly dont feel like working lerh.
yihui came toilet and talk to me if im going genting not.
yarh am going. the other seniors are dicussing abt it.
ahahaha!hope they can so that we all can have fun tgt AGAIN!!
omg! genting leh! shopping!!!!!!!!
soooooo gona work like mad in the hoildays after N level so that i can shop like freak in genting! ahaha!
anyways,changing job.you guys dont expect me to stick to McD for my life eh?
I WILL GET FREAKING FAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so what else.
oh!nxt year(if i get to sec 5), I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GONA MISS ART LIKE SHIT.

NOT!

like real i missesa art nxt year.
N level students,say all you want about us O LEVEL students have to carry that BIG BIG A2 file to school and etc.
just to tell you SO WHAT!?
nxt year i will be thr laughing my ass off for a whole year see-ing you ,future O LEVEL students, taking that freaking A2 FILE AGAIN!
and in advance,

WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

oh pathetic,sry for being mean but aint you guys started it???
*innocent sparkling eyes*

changed song,go youtube and watch this video.

title : " because i am a girl "

watch with subtitle.

i cried.

oh!i love band.
but i love my boyfriend more. HEH!
SECOND MONTH SOON! :) = n level soon :'(
ok,i drop my phone again. (sobing like shit.)

*roll eyes*

so in the end what do i get.

i'm sad,i'm dissapointed.

its whatever to you.

2007-08-23T16:37:00.000+08:00

你要玩是吗,本小姐,我,陪你玩到底.
尽管放马过来,看到时谁先死.

come on larh!you can snatch all my friends for all i care.
i know what am i doing and i dont do stuffs against my will.
i fcuking care you like me or not cause you better be.
fcuker hell!
恶毒的阴险女人 !!

dear is super cute leh,morning no school and played MIA by not replying my msg after he wake up.then after school he msged me and i told him i got class later hen msg him.
after class,msged him and no reply.
MIA again @.@

somehow i'm a little scared.
i know i cant say nor ask.

2007-08-22T17:28:00.000+08:00

saw this wallet? nice aint it? expensive too you know.
sad case it isnt mine (and i dont want it anyway)
expensive!!!!!!!but inside no money!
ahahaha!guess whose this! i wont tell!

tired~~~
i was like kept repeating to myself : im soooooo gona to fall sick.
ahahaha!weird?
julio,i still dont know yet.
waiting for others to confirm with me and maybe just BBQ is enough.
see how *sigh*
still planning.

i pass my math prelim,FINALLY!!!
happ like siao ,but c6 still i need to work double hard or even triple hard to get my dream B3 for math!!
B3 WAIT FOR ME!!!!!!I'M COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so what else,the stuffs made me sick i shldnt say alrd eh?! fcuktard teacher.
hmmm,am watching Jigoku Shoujo now.
ahahaha! omg i love that anime!i even,for once,forget about this anime.
am such a sad ass.
sooooooooo,like after school went and put money deposite into my bank account.
ahahaha!my account is hungry ok,its time to feed it with more money alrd.
everday save a few buck is enough alrd.
put in bank and save up and if in need I WOULD HAVE MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its been a week and three days (inculding the few seconds i saw him.) since i saw him
sad case,study eh??ahahahaha!
i love him.
i miss him.

ANIME-ING!

2007-08-21T17:31:00.001+08:00

sweet sixteen?aint gona be sweet afterall.

aint doing art,simply no mood outta sudden.
well,results got back and wasnt that good lurh~~
failed and got back math paper 2,eng paper 2 and chem papers!
shldnt mention.

so what else?
ms thia came for LCD and was like shouting and shouting at the lower sec frm assembly as they were very very VERY NOISEY!
then there this three sec one boys walk pass the upper sec block and ms thia asked them why are they walking this way then guess what they say ?

"because they all very noisey"

crap the sec one boys larh!DAMN FUNNY LORH!

stupid reason. whahahahaha!

erm,assembly was simply a bore.

justin organised a prom night this year.

all sec 4 express,normal academic,technical and the 5Na-s are all invited.

ok it cost like 60 bucks lorh.

had to pay 40 bucks by nxt week. at holiday inn something near orchard outside somerset MRT station.

i dont think im going although interested. ahahaha! interested from the bottom of my heart.

cause if i go with couple of NAs student it will be such a bore.

ahahaha!

its been a week since i saw deardear,although i just saw him for a few seconds.

boy,i miss you.

do you too?

2007-08-20T21:35:00.000+08:00

eshh!
secret is soooooo damn nice lurh~~
i wana watch it again. the couple playing piano is soooooooooo damn nice !!!!!
god!!!! SWEET! i love that particular scene! heh!
watched it with shirly,binni,chiuhwa,valerie and darrian.
ahahaha! damn cold though.

from sat till now i've been watching the same saga .
ass that girl! ahahahaha!
maths paper one was like erm,can make it larh! couple or more marks FLY AWAY!
due to cant rmb the damn formula. ahahaha!
last paper of the N level prelim! yeahness!
tml onwards have to attend school till 2.15pm alrd, *sigh*
blah blah blah,tml have to do more art and meeting pricilla on sat. heh!
hope that can finish lurh~~ die die i want it to finish fast!
today flag raising saw the countdown board up thr.
N LEVEL 14 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!! GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sigh*
CHIONG ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

as for my birthday i think everybody ould be soooooooo damn buzy
i think i would curl up in my bed and slp till sat bah
sweet sixteen? aint sweet at all that's what i see.

2007-08-18T21:55:00.000+08:00

AH~!~!~!~!
i can go crazy,saw dear today enough alrd,smile somemore ............ omg! i'm going bonkers alrd!
ahahahaha! simply misses him alot. but then i want see him longer, er...................

shiok arh! did some super mean ass stuffs!
SHIOK ARH! ahahahaha! long time didnt be sooooooo mean liao ahahaha!
ask me personally if you are interested.

did art today,whatever didnt go well as planned DAMN!
ok,whatever.
was like all keep shooting me larh,this and that ahahahaha! GOD!
saw faz today,maybe will be see-ing her last ahahaha!
lalala!what else?nth actually.
OH YARH!
darn funny lorh! uncle ten sat down and talk craps for awhile,then he want go toilet.
then saw sandy came in,he said i will be kena scolded by her and etc larh! then he nv look where's he is going and BANG! hit the party signboard DARN FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if you saw it you will laugh like SHIT! hehe~

looking for art resources like mad bitch! heh! xD

2007-08-18T09:45:00.000+08:00

i'm bored i'm bored I'M BORED!

art later~~

toodles!
i miss my deardear.

2007-08-17T13:18:00.000+08:00

it just sooooooooooo random ~~~
i'm blogging now with no smiles on my face,i'm very weak now and also......................................

woke up at 6am,everything felt fine.
till i went to take a shower and brushes my teeth and etc etc.
i took my toothbrush and put toothpaste on it.
suddenly i felt giddy,a little blackout.
then i quickly sat on the toilet bowl ( whr do you guys expect me to sat on? bathroom floor? )
i rested there for like 15-20 min and felt better. almost fainted.
i slowly bath and etc i walk out and my mum asked me why am i so late i was like i almost faint larh,then she like hek care and slpt. fcuk.
went outta hse and msg deardear, he too like asking me to take mc instead and blah blah blah.
whatever larh.
now i still somehow feel giddy though and some headache here and there.
hopefully i still can go out tml as i wana do at least do 4 prep by end of tml with the help pf pricilla. heh!
i miss craping with her every since she has a bf. o.O sian.
unlike mine,her bf always wanted her company. ahahaha!

i hate studying because when i start studying the very nxt day something bad will happen to me larh,like sick and etc.
well,i didnt study ytd and i dont know why i felt like this. low blood pressure?yarh. i hate this.
thats why am late today for school but justin just send us back to class cause everybody having silent reading in class.for us,its silent revision. NOT!

no gossips today,thanks chloe for saying she can make it and shirly for trying to make it.
and i almost forgotten,LIM CHIU HWA's birthday same day. hmmmmm,i dont know.
comment on this ppl?

note : BAND MEMBERS ARE STRONGLY WELCOME-D BY ME!!!!!!!!!!!

&& i dont think..........................
nowadays,soooo many ran through my mind.
didnt see huimin online and pricilla like not free,nobody to turn to.
sigh* i dont know whr to start.

&& FUCK ASS! BABY VOX RE.V SUCKS TOTALLY.
DAMN RUINING THE OLD BABY VOX.
WHY CANT THEY FIND OTHER NAME FOR THE GROUP INSTEAD.
OLD B. VOX IS SOOOOOOO PRETTY BUT BABY VOX RE.V SOOOOO SUCKY*PUKES!!!!!*
BABY VOX RE.V IS A BUNCH OF SLUTS!!!!! PROSTITUTES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i miss old baby vox.

dont let me be in tears.

2007-08-16T19:09:00.001+08:00

it doesn't feels like it should be.
sigh*
dear i really miss you.

2007-08-16T13:53:00.000+08:00

pretty stupid today,geo was do-able but i flunked it by not reading up.
ok i didnt read up but all the question was like mainly no link to the worksheets we did but base on common sense and etc.
heh!don't i wont pass,i never did??!
heh! =D

ok,soooo am i suppose to blog?
afternoon i still in school,exams till 9.30am.coolness.
and intended to head home but stayed on with ms rebacca and shihui and just stayed on till the n level finishes their art and headed home with tzeleng and elyn and crap at the bustop and on bus HEH!
i stayed on for no reason seh,i found out that till dear ask me why am i still in school.
sigh* blur again!
blog song changed. I LOVE THIS SONG! thanks to qraisha!
i wanted to find somthing noisey for my blog but cant find then reggae like doesnt suits larh! sooooo............

HEY GUYS!(make it both gender.)
those who are interested PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE make yourself free on 21 september.
i soooooo wana plan smth. it's between N level and not even o level yet.
those who still don't know,its my birthday and i falls on FRIDAY!
initially i wanted BBQ only,but since friday stay on lorh.then wanted chalet but i need to save
-__- sigh* .. still unplanned for.
guys really do me a favour if you guys pass by and want to come for MY celebrations tag me or msg me,can stay for chalet or not also tell me.
if not much ppl then i dont want chalet liao. sigh*
sixteen birthday this year? i want it to be FUN! and to relax and chill.
i'm planning to be at east coast or pasir ris (but if chalet only at east coast bah. @.@)
if BBQ only? east coast! I WANA RIDE BIKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and feel the cool air of the sea.
whaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!PLEASE make this happen larh!
if not this year i need to celebrate alone again. sigh*
girls? guys? girlfriends? sisters? friends? friends of friends? also can.
the more the merrier!
BAND MEMBERS ARE STRONGLY AGREEABLE TO ME.
and now i just short of one birthday planner. WHO WANTS THIS JOB?
hehe!thanks alot guys!

blog later if i wana critisize ppl again hehe!
mean -__-

2007-08-15T17:44:00.000+08:00

{ EDITEDD / }

i'm sorry

BLOG LATER!

the birthday babies today!
amelia and yihao.
happy birthday!!

papers today was like confirm die liao larh!
ss was like screaming inside in the exam hall : "I CANT REMEMBER ANYTHING!"
while math? : "GOSH! I FORGOT THE FREAKING FORMULAR!"
well,math paper 2 is 50-50 like that de larh cause i just heck and throw any stupid formular in to solve the question. sigh* (i used the formular for length for right angled triangle in a non-right angled triangle. shitty! )
lucky part is my freaking calculator die on me JUST AFTER i finish. HENG ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!
but useable larh,just a little siao siao de.
goody,the whole family is at home!erm,remember i used to curse at my parents?well, today exceptional cause the whole family is in a GOOD mood! (with smiles!)

lets' see, hmmmmmm.
erm,tml geo paper. sian! no need study liao CONFIRM CHOP PASS !!
yarh like real. i nv pass geo since sec 1 till now. got larh,last year's class test and outta 30 i get 15. ( 15/30 )
ahahahaha!then o level HOW?erm,IF i get in sec 5.

dear,i'm seriously sorry. i know you are stress but so do i.
dear i'm really sorry what i said here brought you to think that much,i dont mean to.
my words are harsh here i know and i dont mean using them on you.
dear you're my everything and you will be the first that i will think of every morning.
i may not be the one you think of every morning but i know you got alot of things to settle and blah blah.
i'm at fault too,to make you think this way.
deardear,i love you alot ok.

2007-08-14T19:24:00.000+08:00

as you guys can see,i've added some addition stuffs in my blog.
i tried nuffang.wee~!!!!!!!
ahahahaha!its all in the blogger's world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok actually still nothing to blog about though.
my head is still EMPTY!!
i used nuffang to force my brain juice to come up with a topic a to improve my english as well for prelims!ahahaha!clever idea?due to much blogging,compo for english is simply SUPER easy to write HEH!

came by a cbk's blog,the post can totally make me throw up all what i'm eating now.

crap arsh!not a blogger still tries to be one.

what fcuk is him/her trying to say to HIM? ahahaha!pathetic her larh.
i wont say who the fcuk is he/she but slowly i think you guys will know,those who know me best like pric did will know. HEH!
HEY PRICILLA! YOU'RE FEATURED IN MY BLOG! kidding -__-''l

just now i walked pass a uncle, he was playing some crap ass songs on his phone.
frm far i cant really make out but when i walk pass him he's playing some freak ass superrrrrrrrr old songs.vintage or retro you say?NAH!the that kinda of music you have in mind.
SUPER EWW!he acted "COOL" ~~ too, puke!

went bloghopping,saw a few blog and the song was all the same.
jay chou's bu neng shuo de mi mi
GOODNESS! are they trying to annoy us with that song while reading when TONS of ppl are having the same freaking song in their blog.
not that its not nice but was like go this blog this song that blog same song,thousands of blog later,same song again.aint you guys sick?
i know to some its nice,dont mean to be mean though JUST SATAING THE FACTS!

i magine larh : i put ,erm, i put SEXYBACK then qraisha's also SEXYBACK then i go faz's also SEXYBACK then go LHmin's also SEXYBACK.
four SEXYBACKs?i got annoyed alrd.

i don't why i love saying people.
doesn't mean i'm flawless ok.
i bet tons of people are talking about ME!maybe , i dont doubt that,heh!

acting shy?yarh!ahahaha! >.<

2007-08-14T14:56:00.000+08:00

current mood : I MISS DEAR FREAKING LOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i no longer feel that love. sorry but dont mind me.

chinese prelims arh?
its ok larh but canot make it. why? cause i was slping.
look at the passage half way SLEEP! gosh! why the early i slp the tired i am.

ok i am bored.
dear whr are you,i need you.
i cant see you,i want you. && i miss you.
i miss your smile and everything.
i miss your hugs,i miss looking at you and smile to myself thinking "this is he guy i really love."
& i miss lying on your shoulder. i miss holding your hands.
cries*

GET THE FREAKING EXAMS OVER!
still planning*

2007-08-13T16:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 16 BIRTHDAY TO TIARA.
i think people forgotten.

tags reply :

tiara : erm,i still see you after paper leh.ahahaha!and again happy birthday.
farah : okok,thanks for the pictures.
LHmin : ahahaha! you also must have faith.thanks anyway.

the following pictures are from the marina bay steamboat celebrating amelia bdae.
ahahahaha!well,yihao's falls on the same day tgt with amelia so like celebrated tgt lurh~~
ok,the pictures may be repeated and i used picassa to upload all these up.
i'm tooooo lazy,for god sake there are 80 plus plus pictures and i am toooo lazy to sort them out so just upload in collage lurh~~
anyway these isn't taken by me but by farah(amnes friend)
ahahaha!sooooo,no face of mine duh~~ not much actually.
they forces us to take tgt.dear and winson wasmean enough to trick amnes when she open her psp birthday present and saw nth inside.crap.ahahahaha!

pretty fun lurh that day.
nth much to say just plainly super fun can?
one more thing,they drink that day and i was drinking ILT.
PITY ME!!!!!!!!!!then winson said that if got police come faster scram and dont stick near dear.
-__- underage drinking mah.

today was ok,had english prelim today in hall.
i love argumentative essay!
i became nerd today!wore specs during the exam so not much peopl saw me with specs.
one day i shld take a picture with alan,NERDY!!!!!!!ahahaha!
he said nerd is the "in" style what~~
ahahaha!
i finished my BATIK! yeahness.
now seventh month lerh,canot say anyhow.
fcuk the bastard cockcroach that we saw outside toilet larh,scared the **** of me.elyn saw the ugly part of me i ran and almost forced a tear out,damn that thing.enjoyed "scaring" elyn today in the art room today.when she was talking,i walked by her and stand there and suddenly says "AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!" and she showed me a -_- sigh* i was L(-ing)AMO!

busy-ing focusing on my face,dont irritate me.
&& not forgeting I MISS MY DEAR **** LOTS!
big sigh* (planning my day.)

2007-08-12T16:45:00.000+08:00

sunday,dont be surprise when you saw me online on sun afternoon.
i'm not working till N level over.
took my exam break alrd.

did math paper one just now,scored 39/60.
ok i know it wasn't high but atleast i pass leh.
ahahaha!
now sian.
and remind me,i cant study at home is because of my FCUKIKNG YOUNGER SIBLINGS THAT ARGUE AND ARGUE AND ARGUE.no peace.
thanks.

dear,are you serious about not meeting till after exams?
i will die you know.
dearest,i miss you very much do you know that?
i doubt you know,you were buzy playing your games.
big sigh*
to love him like that i know its tiring but ask that stupid cupid why shot this arrow?
but i still loves him anyway.
i'm kinda worried somehow.
dear,i'm scared that one day you will find a stupid reason to leave me.
please dont,i'm alrd crazy about you if you do leave i will go mad,i tell you.
i know i aint a perfect girlfriend to you,but still trying my best.
i hate my attitude(s) and i love your smiles.
seriously,big time.

2007-08-11T23:55:00.000+08:00

lol,back from marina bay.
celebrated amelia bdae COOLNESS!
darn full but i pity deardear as he had to eat that much.
curse that yihao.
photos will be uploaded when i recieved them.
details will be added too.
did not take any pictures as i was toooo lazy to take out my phone and was kinda like paiseh leh.
anyway,acted camera shy today. WHAHAHAHA!
diet-ing tml,fat.
anybody wana go out?study,revision,shopping or watch movie??
spam my phone pls.

ok,am blogging at 11.58pm so this post will counted as 12 august post ahahaha!

msg-ing dorothy now.
ahahaha!its been long since i had chatted with her.
coolness. ahahahaha!
ok whatever.
nth to say without the pictures.sian!
btw,met a new friend,amnes's girlfriend ahahaha!
lame lah me.

bye!
(constantly planning for those upcoming bdae,tiara you're next)

2007-08-11T00:06:00.000+08:00

lol a lame ass day,blogging while waiting for my clothes.
and i'm blogging at midnight so dont mind me.
ahahaha!
rmb ytd i did mention national day we had to wear a t-shirt?
check this out.

[click for larger view]

totally ehk right.argh!have to keep this for other occasion also.
hmm,so not gona work when have to wear this.

did my specs at bukit merah.
ok i admit,i got a little impatient with dear today.
dont know why.
my newest specs!
oh yarh,met up with winson and his gf,crap alot damn siao.
dear kept saying marina bay is after raffles place while three of us kept saying its afetr city hall.
and winson got him to recite the MRT route over and over.
but erm,dear was right.
marina bay is after raffles place and dear took this picture so to prove winson wrong also.
-_- crap,i also wrong,hais!
[click for larger view.]

and reached home arn 10.15pm.
ahahaha!my little finger was so itchy and i looked,OMG! its bleeding and i was in my room and i cant find any tissues sooooo,

anyhow wap larh~~
ahahaha!

anyway,gona meet up with the same ppl tml.
ahahaha!dear's coming over?i dont know yet.
he's outside drinking while celebrating his friend's bdae and scared that he will get drunk and dont know how to go home.
and his phone no batt again. -_- shit him.
by now he shld be on the way home alrd.ahahaha!

tiara's bdae coming,first day of N level prelim.
talk about prelim i will score very very very low.
EHEM!
erm,after tiara's not long later would be mine.
YEAH!actually not intending to celebrate or anything but hmm,i guess its ok luh~~ that period no exams what.
anybody wana be my planner?
i lazy larh~~
bbq at beach or smth??
hello!?

2007-08-10T12:57:00.000+08:00

while waiting for 1pm to arrive,just got the urge to blog larh~
meeting deardear at mrt station to make my new specs.
hee =D
just hope that my head wont kinda pressed on again.
ahahaha!

BORED LARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
going cwp to borrow money from mother liao.
-__-
shit shit!
dont say i didn't blog leh!

2007-08-09T11:40:00.001+08:00

happy birthday to singapore.

am not happy.

ahahahaha!but i may go crazy while working.ahahaha!

deardear slpt again.

yarh,whatever.

soon starting from now i may go crazy of not msg-ing him.

i'm now alrd crazy for not msg-ing him alrd.

ahahaha!typical.

ok,you ppl may find weird or i found myself weird.

i'm listening to chinese song nowadays and my window media playlist are all chinese!

well,some korean lurh~~

i sooooo miss dear.

he's slping -__-

later working,lailai said ytd thr will be two lanes of mds corner.

COOLNESS!and that means more crew.

well,i will not be worknig for the time being soooooooooo~~~~~

ahahahaha!

i dont want be red and white prison breaker.

argh!the t-shirt were suppose to wear larh~~ EHK!

weets,bitch just revealed her bf,LUTHFI!!!!!!!!!

ahahahaha!lame larh me.

well me?as low as possible,i really wonder why.

like those we purposely hide from arld know so was like is this a big deal now?

ok,nvm.

ok,my photo editing skills isnt that good yet.

just started using picassa larh~~

purposely did it this way.

ppl who seen the picture will know.

i seriously falling in love more deeply with you.

2007-08-08T10:32:00.000+08:00

presenting :

supeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrr cute can???edited with a little bit of picassa.

wednesday,half day.
forget it,didnt go school.
by now shld release alrd.
ahahahaha!

now am soooooooooooo damn bored.
lalalala!afternoon chiong art!

omg deardear,you dont know how much i love you.
ahahahahaha!
candy coated sweet love<3>

my boy isnt perfect. why shld he be?

2007-08-07T22:43:00.000+08:00

back from outside.

as usual school was okok.
but recently weird weird larh.
since sunday i'm a little crazy.
wha today SHIOK SEH the class.
ahahaha!
anyway,N level students was BANNED from the art room till ms nana allows.
oooooooooooooooooh.
BATIK FINISHING!tml upload.
&& lailai did THAT on purpose!

met dear dear at woodlands.
crap ass him,he told me he at kranji i was like suspecting larh.
then train came i blur blur go sit down and wait,suddenly he appear outta now where.
CRAP HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!i suddenly felt one hand pressure on my head i was like "huh?" *_*
bluff me!NVM!
went marina,crap part is my shoe spoil,he went to buy super glue to stick back.
ahahaha.thanks dear.
then walk to suntec while thinking will the shoe came out again.
ahahaha!
"slapped" dear alot of times.cute~~~ lame -__-
went home myself in the end.ahahaha!dear tired larh right??
till now still haven reply my msg.wonder where the hell is he.
i miss him.ahahaha!

set arh!tml not going school YEAHNESS!
coolness,slacking at home till 4++pm then go meet faz to do store national day deco.
ahahaha!deardear would be going fishing ahahaha!he's pon-ing also ahahaha!
kao!sian arh at home.

&& i forget to say this.
i love him.
forever and ever.

2007-08-06T20:52:00.000+08:00

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ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeahness.
spent my "anni" at home/school.sian~~

today is a bore.
chiong art batik today.
ahahaha!
ok nvm,school doesn't start that well but pe was such FUN!
played soccer at street soccer court with the girls outside school, COOLNESS!
feinda was mad lurh~~ kept shouting.like what mr billy says,"no wonder why the boys dont wana play with you all."
all girls shouted like mad seh!WEE~!!
played tooooo much and the rest of the day SLEEPY!
and i didn't today in class though ahahaha~!
yada yada reached home at 7pm.

i know,today first month but due to art and ~~~~~~~~
sorry dear,and tml we will be meeting!!yeahness!
dear doing homework now.shhhhhhh
i miss him loads more today.
i love him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dear,happy one month anniversary.
i love you more today.

2007-08-05T23:00:00.000+08:00

hey people!miss me??
got two people did.
ahahaha!
been lazy and buzy nowadays lurh~~

start from thurs.
wednesday nothing to say lurh~~

2 August 2oo7 : thursday.
school ok lurh~~
after school plus some yada,went to meet deardear and my "parents-in-law".
went over to imm for grocceries shopping and went to amnes hse.
winson cooked tom yam.
was sooooooo damn full lurh~~
i pity dear had to eat it by forcing.
ahahaha~!
over all,full.
took some pictures during art.
kinda messy.
not any stupid artistic shots lurh~~

3 August 2oo7 : Friday
agree-ed to meet up with deardear and them again as they are going down.
geez,though dear promised me that friday he will bring me out and in the end,nah~~ not going out alrd,why?cause he say its toooo far and gona stay out late.
ok am sooooo dissapointed and sad.
but...............

ohoh!friday the couple teachers are leaving.
MR AND MRS LIANG!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg!sooooooo miss mrs liang.
had farewell party,went back to band.
the band is kinda crazy lurh~~
gave roses to mrs liang.
we walk in and gave her one by one and she's flooding by ROSES~!

kor is soooooooo cute.i miss him the most in the section.^^ (accidental shot!^^)

caught sectionals toooo.stayed back waiting for shirly they all to eat!

after band,darn crazy.check this out!(below.)

ain't she CUTE~~~~~~ ahahaha!

4 August 2oo7 : saturday
i type thursday just now.
went to school for art.
didn't do much.
cut paper for the girls.
LAME LARH~ go art cut paper for other ppl.
whahahahaha!
after that went off to bugis with yihuan wearing school uniform.
LOL!
nth much only darn tired~~~~~~~~~

5 August 2oo7 : sunday
which is today.
OMG!WORK IS LIKE SOOOOOO MUCH CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!
more ppl asked me abt the stupid rumour.
ok larh!thats not a rumour can??its for REAL~!!!!!!!!!
even ruby also asked me is he ok?as in is he good or smth lurh~~ ahahaha!
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
guess~~ not from school.
worked crazy-ly today.
stillllllll tired.
headache lurh~~
leehuimin is soooooooo not in her right mind today.
faz asked me if can help her in the national day deco i was like why not.
wed i'm sooooooo damn free seh.
half day!!yeahness -__- poly students,dont get jealous.
I'M YOUNG!!!!!!!!!!!!!
deardear mia-ed the whole day.
till arn 9pm he then msg me.
siao!hatehim. =/
ok so wed DECO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
only the two of us.SAD ASS~!

tml ONE MONTH ALREADY!
though celebrating late,as both of us is like kinda buzy duh~~
hey!what do you expect?still students ok.
like what leehuimin said,studying is now the piority.
yarh~~ahahaha!

i miss him darn loads!!!!!!!!!

12 more min to midnight = one month ahahahaha!

i love him more.

2007-07-31T20:29:00.000+08:00

YEAHness~~
finished doing up my blog && changed url.
peeps update your links.
and sry for the trouble caused
if any came by,tell me.
ahahaha!

credits to me and base code from shirly sweet.
&& insipration from yihuan.
SMILES!
ahahahaha!

ok,tooooo lazy to blog.
&& lastly,

I LOVE HIM!!!

2007-07-30T21:32:00.000+08:00

on the way home ytd on dad's bike.
got this sudden weird feeling that bike rides is fun
and i do enjoy riding on bikes.
i dont know.
fun?maybe.
there's smth that meets the eye
ahahaha!mysterious.

just finish talking on the phone with deardear.
*blissed*
ahahaha!

7 days later is our very first month.
yeahness!
sad part is it falls on monday,and that very day the freaking instructor are in.
two or three more lesson she's gone alrd.
so must chiong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i still think it was tuesday.
='( sorry deardear!
so celebrating a day late.
sad lurh~~~
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so was ok+nice today.
despite my aches here and there or everywhere,
pe was super fun.
ran two rounds as usual without any complains today.
played soccer in the muddy field today.
was SUPERB!
billy yu was right,we wouldn't get any other chances able to play tgt as a class and get all dirty and muddy right?
and maybe not together after this year afterall.
i simply love my class after all ahahaha!
my legs were like "beaten up" badly by the soccer ball geez~~
after school went for art like a good girl(dear say i'm one leh ahahaha!)
almost finshing sooooooon.
think by nxt week or before the instructor go.
god!am soooooooooooooo dammmmmmmmmn excited to finish it.
ahahaha!
and today reached home at 7pm.
smile!*

like i said,reached home and talked on the phone for around half an hour.
omg!ahahaha!
lame??yarh.
i'm happppppppy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
one month reaching.
plan?
i dont know.

love is all about trusting one another.

deardear,i love you.

2007-07-29T00:34:00.000+08:00

i really want my dear now.
i miss him damn loads.
i'm msging him telling him that i misses him and i dont even know why i'm crying.
i really really miss him larh and he dont know that i'm also crying.
i know i'm silly but i really misses him.
weird aint i?

what leehuimin say is correct.
i'll stay by a week and see how the situation turns to.
am i happy/satisfied/contented???
i really dont know.

dear dear,dont forget you promise me to make time.

prove to me that you will fulfill this promise.

i want you to.

2007-07-28T22:56:00.000+08:00

i suddenly misses dear dear damn loads.
nxt week i doubt we can meet anyway.
he's having lessons till 6pm everyday.
i'm very very sad lurh~~
i'm crying sooooooooooon enough.
and seriously i feel like pulling him outta his hse from playing games.
when he gets his psp then i how???omg,he sooooooooo gona love his psp more than me alrd.
i'm soooooooooo damn sad.

went out to study with pric today,till 6pm.
met up with raymond,and went for dinner and to indoor stadium area and sat and talked.
the scene was nice,with water,nice windy cold breeze.
i felt soooooooo damn relax.
seriously speaking lurh~~~
kept talking and talking' and he sent me home.
worse come to worse,the damn freaking traffic police stopped him half way.
shldn't mention about it.

i want my dear dear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
crying alrd.

2007-07-28T12:17:00.000+08:00

OMG!

18 days to N level prelim.
35 days to N level.

i need a countdown board.
have to rush art!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can somebody bring me out on a journey that will never be forgotten?

2007-07-27T22:11:00.000+08:00

dam stupid larh,why dont i tell him straight!
why do i like to blog out my feelings instead of confronting.
think i alrd stuck to blogging.
shit me.
games games games.
which is more impt?
me or games?
&& i feel so neglected.
&& fedup.
&& lonely.

i think i should slp and think nth of much.
i guess i didnt tell because i dont wana argue bah.
sigh*
so much for my randomness.

today post are below,nth actually.

2007-07-27T19:20:00.000+08:00

{ edited / }

i am freakingly bored larh!
dear dear playing his game right now.
sian.

today had a series of event this morning.
china ppl came to our school for cultural exchange.
they sang english song nice but not when speaking in english.
wahahahahaha!
after went straight to 4n1 classroom.
meeting,i rolled my eyes toooo much recently and when i'm about to roll eyes at alvin for his superrrrrr lame stuffs,my eyes hurt a little.
ahahaha!
and school was actually nothing today.

had nap today.
slpt for an hour only.
cold larh.
slpt half way had leg cramps.
aw~~~~crap larh!

dear dear's having dinner now.
still bored.
maybe slping earlier today.
see lurh~~

i miss dear soooooooooo damn much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-07-26T20:34:00.000+08:00

some things are just pain in my ass.
listened to dear,shldnt even care about it lurh~~

so,after school rushed back home to bath and change and rushed to library to meet tzeleng,weilin,yiting and ms liew aka qinwei.
ahahaha!
ms liew left for her NIE studies lerh and so only met up sometimes to do art till submission date.
ahahah!aww,so gona miss her.
now her friend de friend,ms rebacca became relief for art after ms liew.
ahahaha!
instead of doing art,we gossip and gossip like nobody's business.
ahaha!ms liew gossip most lorh.
ahahaha!darn cute larh her!ahahaha!

tml maybe pon-ing skol.
WAIT!cannot,tml got RAPIST&VICTIM MEETING!!!!!!!!!!after school larh!
OMG!i miss crapping with them,i will go skol tml yeah yeah!
so gona take photo~!anybody bringing cam along?ahahaha!
i miss them very very VERY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! much.ahahaha!
ok,i'm over reacting.

dear promise to watch the simpson sometime this week.
when?ahahaha!i shall wait.
i cant msg now.OMG!i so miss dear more.
needed to wait till my dad come back,been holding myself back from msging.
ahahaha!
i soooooo wana watch 不能说的秘密by jay.ahahaha!

bitch told me that ytd raudha confronted her about me asking the NEW librarian to clear the library just the moment they recieve the post.
what do you suppose to mean by that.
i know,so am giving you two STRESS IS IT?
DO YOU GUYS HAVE ANY IDEA HOW I AND SHIMEI BRING UP THE STANDARD OF THE LIBRARY TILL NOW?DO YOU KNOW YOU ARE STILL FORTUNATE ENOUGH TO HAVE PEOPLE TEACHING YOU GUYS ABOUT LIBRARY ARE STILL IN BAND?
guess you don't!
CAUSE MY FREAKING MENTOR DIDNT EVEN BOTHER TO TEACH AND ASK TO CLEAR THE LIBRARY.
AND SO MAKING THE FREAKING BAND STEPED OVER THE LIBRARIANS HEAD.
am giving you stress.
dont you two even know WHAT IS CALL STRESS?
do you know that i even had to fork out every single cent to print out the score and most of the time those money ARE UNCLAIMED!
i worked and where do i spend my pay on?PRINTING SCORES,BUYING STATIONARIES!
i had to work,manage the section and manage the library.
that you then call it STRESS!
WHAT THE FCUK ARE YOU TWO COMPLAINING ABOUT?HUH?!
try telling me in my face larh.
double face creatures.

dear dear,i miss you much much muccccccch!

what will i do without you??

2007-07-25T18:22:00.000+08:00

smiles!!!!!!!!

i love my blog now but i will get sick of this skin eventually.
ahahaha!
i'm bored so,came to blog.
cant msg much,misses to my dear dear much much!!!!!!
he's playing game right now.
ahahaha!

school was like so-so larh.
Chinese oral was fcuking easy can?
less then 5 min out alrd.
ahahaha!
atleast i think i will get a just pass mark.
ahahaha!

anybody gt any anime to share?
not naruto nor bleach ok.
ahahaha!
tatas!

wee~~
totally love him.

BORED LARH!

2007-07-24T21:03:00.000+08:00

i'm bored i'm bored.
somehow everything today irritates me totally.

guys,stop the "auntie/aunty" thingy.
and the "yah yah"
pretty IRRITATING ok.

i love it when dear dear is trying to get jealous,
or even pretend to be jealous even its not true.
he's darn cute larh!

dear dear : "i let my baby do anything de"

me : "so good arh,then i go date another guy larh."

dear dear : "go ahead,next day i will kill myself."

CUTE CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok,i'm mad.
LET ME BE!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-07-23T21:44:00.000+08:00

ok,enough of the studying part.
i'm bored about that alrd.

ok,so dear came over and guess what?
i intro him to my mum as my BF.
ahahaha!he was like still scared of my dad larh.
whahahaha!
aint he CUTE?~~~
studied,slp and went to cwp awhile and we went home ourself.
saw him walking or limping in fact.
omg,you dont know how heart broken i am.
i dare not say him larh.
ahahaha!
dear arh,must take care leh.

after he left,i kinda miss him again larh.
due to our after schools are like packed.
he's having an interview with NYP tml.
good lorh him.
but the ass part is he wana get into RP.
siao eh!not that RP not god larh but you know.
but there are more choices larh~ duh~~

now i'm left alone thinking why i did that.
i'm scared seriously,really scared.
overboard lerh larh!ARGH!

dear dear,

no matter what i will still love you larh.

just pray HARD!

when i seem to be thinking,

i might be thinking what will be like in the future.

i love you lots.

2007-07-22T22:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPY GIOVIALITA!
happy 1st annivesary.
time pass sooooo damn fast without knowing eh?!
recieved chiuhwa's msg regarding this.
i was on the way to work,DRAGGING MYSELF to work and upon recieving this msg i kinda cheered up alittle.
HEY!its our band's MOOOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSST memorable day ok!

work is such a bore ok.
dont wana elabroate,just plain lazy.
ahahaha!
jus open this blog saying happy giovialita to everybody!ahahahaha!

dear coming over tml!YEAHNESS!
sry,just some madness for reggeaton music again.
ahahaha!
dont like it?off your speakers.

2007-07-21T21:31:00.000+08:00

kinda bored of using blogger but then i'm only farmiliar with blogger codes larh.
tried xanga but then...
sigh*

i'm kinda buzy yawning here but i dont wana slp yet seh.
and i miss my dear dear dammmmmmmmn much larh!
dear insisted me being very tired.guess why he said that?
cause i've been running around on his mind non stop.
i know this line is old but then ahahahaha!
what else he say.
he suddenly told me this :

baby,i've been thinking this leh.

if we have a child,

he/she will be 1/4 thai.

cute leh him. i'm 1/2 thai mah.

mixed blood.

ahahaha!

super cute dearie!!!

i miss dear more today cause he's buzy with his "captain ball" match the whole day and only msged me now at night.
he got 1st larh,and was kinda wana show me larh.ahahaha!
he's now meeting my "father" and "mother" in-law.
ton again.
sigh* tml see him,he shld be tired larh cause tml morning he got church stuffs again.
very de xing tong leh.
dear dear,dont forget you promised,tonight last time till after Os ok.

now am waiting for huimin to come back from her bath and msging dear and blogging now.
pric was sick so didnt get my butt outta this hse though.
ahahaha!
sian!re-watched all dramas(vcds and dvds)
the whole day while not online-ing.
ahaha!
what else shld i blog.
ohoh!sooo gona make a new specs nxt mth!
my visual kinda blur larh nowadays.ahahaha!
MUST!dear say redhill cheaper.
hmmmmmmmm.

tml working!!argh!

dear dear.

please dont tired yourself like that toooo much.

2007-07-20T15:16:00.000+08:00

craps,and finally the pictures are UP!

19o7o7 : Thursday : Band Day
yarh band day.
i cant go back larh obviously.
did some crap ass stuffs with bitch at outside library area.

marvin did smth stupid AGAIN!today during 2nd recess.
KAO!almost the whole of 2nd level was gathering and LAUGH like hell lorh!
pictures are folowed plus an exculsive pictures of marvin wearing women's traditional CLOTHES!!whahahaha!

its my After School with Bitch!

we both are sooooooooo LOVED!

and some lame ass whore pictures.

ahaha!

20o7o7 : Friday : Racial Harmony eh?

let me see,

morning no mood.

dear dear injured his leg and swollen now.

had prob walking and he didnt go to school.

hais....

went to school wearing baju kurong and picked by mr ben to represent class.

asses crap shit.shit him!

as i was thinking i'm the only chinese wearing malay traditional,jonathon and sebastian wore tooooooo.

took a picture with them,waiting for farah to online one fine day to send me.

ahahaha!

pictures ass followed.

btw,cheer up larh marissa.
not worth it.
cheers people.

crappd with lee hui min for awhile,she was rushing out larh!
she damn ba gua lorh!
ahahaha!funny.
dont worry,i wont take it to heart.
i'll forget everything and start all over de.
dear dear still aint getting better.
wanted to visit him but, *sigh*
nvm,he hurt his leg i very de xing tong leh.
i didnt tell him this.
and i find myself useless other then sms-ing him and not allowing him to walk much.
i know he wouldn't blame me but *sigh*
he still have another match tml.
*siiiiiigggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*
why am i crying?

dear dear,dont walk too much till you are ok can.

dont make me worry more.

who ask you go act smart larh,

then everything is useless.

dear try to get better faster larh.

it hurts me leh when you are alone with your injured leg.

and had to take care yourself and even had nth to eat larh.

then tml how?

still play meh?!

don't make me worry.

2007-07-19T22:38:00.000+08:00

by the time i came by here,
i had totally no mood to blog alrd.
chatted on msn till no mood too.
dont wana mention it lurh~
i fcuking dont wana go to school tml.
and i will be the only chinese girl wearing malay costume in class tml.
happy??i dont know.

mood is swinging on my swing tonight.
it is swinging higher and HIGHER.
not my mood tonight.
so shut up you ppl.
i wish he will shut up and die now.
i dont care.

2007-07-18T22:15:00.000+08:00

its pretty stupid still.
don't know why.
had i break somebody's heart?
tell me so.

17o7o7 : Tuesday : Sleepy
school,nth larh!what else is new?
better don't say anything about anything.
met up with dear dear after school arn 4++pm at CWP.
with winson and his gf.
i prefer this couple SERIOUSLY!
ahaha!my "father-in-law" and my "mother-in-law"
though they were kinda dramatic but i think they are quite SWEET to each other larh!
ahaha!seriously both of us still have loads to go through right?
WHY THIS FREAKING MONTH IS HARD TO PASS BY! ARGH!
slack at civic ground blah blah.total three of them smoked THREE TIMES!
then blah blah sent winson and his gf to the station and walk walk with dear at cwp.
guess who i saw.
ALVIN AND ALAN!lol,alvin ng!what's with that face you showed larh!
atleast they two today not really dao larh!ahaha!
he sent me straight to my staircase.
cant ask him go up right.ahaha!

18o7o7 : Wednesday : Art-y!
alan was darn cute.
i always stares at him at the corridor or when i saw him he will look and walk at the same time and both of uis will say smth at the same time.
he will say "hello"
and i will say "dao!"
ahaha! i think i shld change the way i say "HELLO" alrd!
kinda sick liao.ahahaha!
anyway,better then never say right?but when one day see him so many times(same level)
how?hello and hello an hellos meh?

stayed back after school for art.
i miss dear dear soooooooo damn much larh!
been msging him from after school till now.
duh~ we did have break to do our stuffs.
ahahaha~!
did art in the library.
after that went to art room put my stuffs and went to music/band room.
i love the warmth there.i miss it larh. BUT!bad news?maybe.
only some seniors know among themsleves. hee=D aint TELLING
and kor wasn't being dao when he saw me.but others saw me was like ehem!*
i go over to binni,put my hands on her shlouder and she turned arn asking"who?"and she looked at me(for few seconds) then started shouting my name.LMAO!FUNNY CAN?
shimei saw me walking in and SHOUT LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS.
WHAT ELSE?library.LIBRARIAN!TRY ME IF YOU DARE!

i seriously miss my dear dear soooooooo damn shit much larh can?
dont ask me what i see in him or why i like him.
i also dont know,just ATTRACTED!
it isnt some language problem nor is the talking.
but as long he's there for me,i dont care!
he's the one i would treasure till the end.
i love him the way he is not the way he talks
not even how far we live.
to me,HE IS PERFECT!

ilovehim.

dear!you are very much perfect to me.

iloveyou larh!many still.

i want to count the number of days tgt.

thousands and millions days!

2007-07-16T21:44:00.000+08:00

ok,done uploading.
ellow peeps aka my fellow blog readers that randomly came by.
you should know who am i talking about.
LEE HUI MIN LARH!
ahahaha!you're not mean can??happy?SMILE!
she randomly came by and knew smth??ehem!*
ahahaha!
thanks arh friend!
i'll start by YESTERDAY!

15o7o7 : Sunday : Work
erm,let me start by....
the day was ok nth much more to mention.
at MDS after AGES!like i was very KAN CHONG larh!
lai lai came in arnd like 7++8pm??
saw me started laughing and started gossiping with baobao.
and i knew what are they saying.they gossip infront of huimin and huimin knew it like obviously.
HOR!humin?!
she kept on kajiao me larh!i knew my revenage style.
ahahaha!kimkong was like sooo damn KPO!kept asking "who who who"
guess who he guess,raymond??essh!goodness.whahahahaha!
i think there's some rumors among the riders too regarding me and raymond bah.
HECK!
then blah blah!

16o7o7 : Monday : Damn School Day
its pretty stupid.
money was stolen in class again and returned.
asses crap shit,wasted our time for recess and the BIG NEWS that bitch is gona tell me about.
I WANT TO KNOW!actually i think i know a lil.
i almost slpt in class again.
BORING LESSONS!
after school rushed back home to bath and change and met up with tzeleng and yiting.
we went AMK hub.fun larh!cam whore everywhere.
ESP TOILET!we just LOVE the toilet do we?
was kinda missing dear dear as he cant msg me much larh~~
NVM ME!
ahahaha!
bought cardigan(is that shld be spelt as?) and a letter "Y" necklace.
i like that necklace.
total amount spent : priceless
NO LARH!arn 5obucks(i SAID to SAVE!ARGH!!!!)
lalala!took neoprints but will upload tml.
tired + lazy!!!!

did i say we cam whore ALOT??check them out.
i admit.i looked TOTALLY ugly today.
and i mean it!and some other crap ass candid pictures.
and i placed it damn randomly.ANYHOW LARH!HECK!

nice??inside worn a tube.ahahaha!

kinda nice combination.ahaha!

lol!

nighty ppl

i miss my dear very very very veryyy BADLY!

i miss him like mad.smiles!*

dear dear!

do you have anything else other then an "ok" to tell me??